My Memories Of 2007..~

It's amazing isn't it? a year has come and passed sooooo quickly. i can't believe i'm ACTUALLY 18 now! O.o!

I remember last year of tonight, i was at home, reminiscing the past on my friendster blog and here i'm again, doing the same old but in the morning. =) *ps: ben's coming!*

I shall summarize all the fun, changing point of life and etc. It's gonna be nothing BUT me! hyiak hyiak hyiak. xD

(~.~)

I spent the first few months of my year 2007 by chilling. Seriously, i watch movies like there's no tomorrow, i go online everyday with no boundaries..*sandra started school already mah, so she can't stay up late!*, i eat lots of junkies WITHOUT exercising, i love my skin because it was soooo flawless except maybe for an acne a month due to hormonal changes, i drank lots of water, i sleep like a total pig.. owhh, the heaven..

Valentine's came and go. It was just another ordinary day for me. For a person who was singling, i celebrated it with my family. =) hey, valentine's day is all about LURRRVEEE, it's not just about the relationship sorta love, it could be anything like i've said on my previous blog. It could be the family love, pets love, friends love and the list goes on~


(love the roses~! i'm a rose junkie so what? PIFFIE!)

In march, the most anticipated moment finally arrived! REDANG ISLAND WITH CLOSSIES! Wheee! it was all GOOD! I love the place soooo muchhhh! *hearts hearts*, the white sand, the clear BLUE water, the endless stretch of sky, the clouds, the atmosphere..! I was LOVING every moment of it.. HOWEVER, yeahhh, there is a however, my bloody period came and i couldn't join in the fun in the water.. i missed out so much on the underwater activities. damnit! it's a pure torture for someone who love the water. CISS!

jin and i at the hotel pool.

(the 3 of us, the one and oni pic of us. tsk tsk)

the pic that changes everything in my life.

Yeap, as mentioned in the caption above.. i came back from Redang, uploaded the pic but i was soooo lazy to think of the caption so i just leave it.. and someone stumbled on my profile, checking out the pics and well, he left a comment and my willingness to reply has change it all.. *sometimes, i don't bother to reply people's comment*.. =X

tadaaahhh! the person who left a comment on the pic above. no flattering words. no ekk words. just a simple question which need a simple answer. =)

since then we became friends and it became so much more with the help of his very distant cousin, Gwen and Deniece! =)

in april, sadly i had to leave for china.. i was looking forward to that trip but ever since i met him, i wish i didnt have to leave for china but owh well, at least i get to see how china's like.. =D

it was an eye opening experience, i get to visit a few small city there.. i think we visted 7 cities in 7 days. xD all i remember is, Chao Zhao *the best toilet and hotel room*, Guang Zhao, Hakka, Shen Zen and.. * i dont remember the rest*.. who cares that i'm a chinese yet i can't remember chinese names? CIS..

sorry no more china pics. it's all deleted. NUUUHHH!

Anyway, school started around mid may. Hated the school on first sight. seriously hated it and was thinking of changing schools by giving lame excuses saying the subject i wanted wasn't offered. damnit. but the school suddenly change their form 6 package to exactly the one i wanted. damnit. so i've got no choice but to stay. and eventually, i learn to fit into tat new society. there, i meet new ppl, make new friends. overall it isn't too shabby! i even got involved in the perfectorial board * a lil regret over there*..

Then the holidays came! Whee! and i finally get to meet ben on 1st of June 2007. =) well, it was great, definitely the most memorable day of my life. xD i was feeling all butterflies in the stomach, and when i meet him, i got so nervous that i m like.. eep! all quiet. thank god, he's talkative and easy going, or else.. >.<

the one who changes my life in 360 degree

Went for my first concert. and it has to be Gwen Stefanie! Special Thanks to Darren who gave me all the tickets! THANK YOU! -huggies- Gwen Stefanie was great but unfortunately the audio system werent that great but who cares! i get to go to the concert with my clossies and Ben~! =D Ben and i weren't so vain back then so i can still spare you eyes. =P


Mel.Me.Krist.

My dudettes. Sorry i had been neglecting you guys! =(

September is another memorable month for me. the pictures shall say it all. =)


no, we're NOT engaged. just got the ring for the.. fun of it.. =)

This is also the exactly the same month where i lost Brownie.*sorry no pic, her pics are in the old comp*. It was devastating for me for she's my family's 1st doggie. and the most remorseful thing would be me not being able to say goodbye to her. I miss her presence then and i still do now. miss all her whining. miss the way she look at me with those puppy eyes wanting more affection which i had not been giving her much.

But september come n go just as fast as any other month. October came and well, it's my sis's wedding! eeep!

first stalk of rose from non other than him. =)

the family. =)


prom-like pic. =)

In the very same month, my family lost Mocca along with the puppies in her stomach. I cried for hours about it. my mum blamed in on my hamsters. *rolls eyes* typical chinese who believes in bloody feng shui and bringer of bad lucks. she threaten to set them free in the forest near my house. *rolls eyes* in case you don't know, next year is the year of mouse, your hatred for them would only bring more "bad luck".. \

Mocca gave me the safe feeling. after she left for perhaps a better world, i feel so insecure, i jumped at every noise at night, afraid the burglars would attack or something. =/ however i m getting used to it though i'm still scared. =/

My Birthday came and it was great! thanks to ben, my family and last but not least my clossies! without them, it wouldn't even be a really nice party would it? =)


my first bouquet of roses. <3>


the great ones.


my family. hearts to them very muchie. <3
my prince who gave me the best birthday ever. =)

it came and go just like that again.*sigh* owh well, =) before we know it, Christmas's here!


<3~!

Well, that's all for the year 2007 i guess. Owh and not forgetting, we celebrated kristine's bday earlier~!

the whores of the night. =P


ladies of the night. =)

The most amazing thing today is.. i've spent nearly 2 hours on this post alone. plus i'm having a slight fever. urgh. the drowsiness.

anyway, i had a great 2007. =3 i gain some, i lost some on the way. =) btw, i met really nice ppl on the way. raymond, amirul, panjang, amin, nadira, rizmalida and last but not least Chris Tan. =)

So i guess i shall bid farewell to 2007. =) it'll remain in my memory and shall not be wiped away no matter what. =)

I wish everyone have a great night tonight no matter whom you're with and where you are. together we embrace year 2008. =) Happy New Year people!

Lost made me realize..

BF (Best friend): chill dude, she's just a girl. a fish in an ocean. You have millions of fish waiting for you to choose now.
Ex-Fiance: As much as i love you as my bestie, you give the worst advices ever. she's not a freaking fish. she's amazing, beautiful, kind, understanding, she's so much more. she's the one for me.

Quoted almost directly from the movie licensed to wed. My whole point is that, how many guys would actually say we're not a fish in an ocean? hahaha!

anyway, i was watching at a music video in { http:// kristine-tells-it.blogspot.com } , i got emo. =/ amazing isn't it? it has been awhile since i was in an emo state! teehee! okay, it's ntg to be proud of. *hides in a corner* but it made me realize something, how often do we realize how much we appreciate someone we love before the person we loved leave us.. as in breakup or.. urm separated by death?

(i'm feeling warm and fuzzy~)

It's really odd sometimes. You get together with someone, your parents/pals, ask you NOT to get serious. They say you'll meet all sort of people out there in the future when you're working but how OFTEN do u meet someone whom is PERFECT for you?

How often do you get someone who tries his/her best to give you everything he/she has JUST to make you HAPPY? Well, so far, i've only encountered one. ONE in my 17 years of life. xD but if we do some maths here, once every 17 years of life, the next would be when i'm 34, 51, 68.. means in your whole life, you might only meet 4 of such person or less or maybe a little more by 2 person.

Will you want to let go someone who loves you so much, whose smile you crave, laughter you miss every minute, voice that soothes you? Will you let someone who means the world to you slipped away?


bennn~! *in a sing songy voice*

When their hand fits yours perfectly, when they says all the wrongs that seems right to you, when they say you're beautiful(for gals)/gorgeous(for guys) even when you're face is dirty,oily and tired, do you ever want them to slip away?

Their hugs is all you need to feel so much better. Their soothing voice drains all the anger you have against them. Their smile is all you need to keep moving on even when you're down/ low spirited.

Kristine said to me which made me realize something. She said "Hold on to the best things and never let go because it MIGHT not come again," It really made me realize, how often do you come across something that's perfect to you?


i can never stay mad at him for long. =/ the anger never lasted even an hour or two. =/

Everyone believes the future is untold. even me, myself. however, i'll try my best to have my future as i want it to be. Some people has been telling me i MIGHT meet a better guy out there. I agree i might BUT will i ever come across someone who's perfect to me AGAIN? I am seriously DOUBTING it now.


Hearts! <3>

Ben. He calms me down when i'm angry. He makes me laugh when i'm down , make me smile when i frown. He shares my happy and sad moments. He tells me stuff in a different point of view. He motivates everything i do. He made me believe in things that i am afraid to and yet i do now.

He never once made me jealous. =3. He tries his best to give me everything i want JUST to make me happy. His hand fits mine perfectly. He makes me feel safe and comfortable. I can be the true Stephanie Lee Shen Ling. I can be so-called mature when i want to be mature, I can be the bimbo i am at times, i can be the kid i still am inside, i can be everything that i'm when i'm with him.


you're in my heart just like a tattoo, just like a tattoo, i'll always have you~ =)

Believe or not, i was almost crying watching the video, especially when it shows the old man missing his old woman while having dinner. imagine being married, living with the person you loved so much for soooo many years and to lose that person because of illness/accident. eep!

He means a lot to me. I am a person who's shy to show affection. even through words at times. *blush* but after that video, i think i ought to let him know that i'm not lucky to have him instead i'm truly BLESSED to have him in my life. =)

I don't deny "now that i love you, i'm afraid of losing you.." no, i don't deny it..

For those of you who found the perfect one, keep them safe in you heart, for those who hasn't, your moment will come in a matter of time.. =)

Tagged. Owh i've got TAGGED!

Hmm, it has been awhile since this blog-tag thingy~ teehee~! xD

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Tagged by Melodic-Mellow~! (http://melodic-mellow.blogspot.com) to do this about birth month~!

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Rules and Regulations. =P

1. Mention the person who tagged you and create a link back to them.

2. Copy-paste the traits for all the twelve months (see below).

3. Pick your month of birth (see below).

4. Highlight the traits that apply to you.

5. Tag 12 people and let them know by visiting their blogs and leaving a comment for them.

6. Let the person who tagged you know when you’ve done it!

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My Birthday month is December~!

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy (ben said so). Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.


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Since i don't have many blogger friends. I'll just tag a few which MIGHT update their blog with it. No promises. =/

I TAG : Benjamin Tan, Chris Tan, Jin Rui, Steven Fok and Victor!

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Which is your birth month? =)

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

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FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

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MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

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APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

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MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

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JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

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JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

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AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

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SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

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OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

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NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

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DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

That's all for now. Hmm, i'll update about something later. I MAY update. No promises again. =)

I dream of..

WHITE CHRISTMAS!

(i can only dream. it's malaysia afterall.)

SO, on the 24th, Ben came and picked me up to meet his parents. Oh the nervousness. I mean, i've seen his parents's pic, they looks EXREMELY intimidating! On the way there, i was seriously a bunch of nerves! When i finally meet his parents.. it was.. SCARY.. i mean, literally.. as in, they have got this aura around them.. anyway, they're okay. =) at 1st it was super scary then i got a lil at ease. I wish i was more like ben at tat moment.. he can talk to my parents! argh! the only words i said to his parents were.. Hi, thanks, goodnite, goodmorning.. >.<

(owh well..)

Then i was brought around klang for a small tour. Ben was given tasks to send turkeys to his dad's friends. when i say turkey, i dont mean the live ones. i mean the one that has been plucked, de-boned and baked. they look pretty yummy actually. =D that took almost the whole evening.

in the evening, we got ready to go for dinner at a restaurant called D'Tavern. the setting for the place was great! except maybe for the live band. =/ it was pretty noisy. =/


(me, in the dress ben got me. didn't manage to camwhore much that night. =/)


(my prince looking all sleepy because of the FLASH.)


(the main course.)

Well, i regret not taking pic of the appetizer because it was.. oh so heavenly! xD i seriously enjoyed my dinner that nite. =) then at about 10 something we left. and by 12, he parked his car beside his school in hope that we'll catch the fireworks.

ben: i hope the firework display wont turn out to be BEHIND us.
steph : speechless..

at 12.05, we heard the fireworks. i repeat, HEARD but we didnt see it. =( we turned our heads behind, it WASNT behind us. owh well, so he 3 point turned his car and there it was, the gorgeousness!



As he was driving nearer to the fireworks, it continued shooting into the sky, the wonderfulness but it stopped when he stopped his car. owh well.. =)

the next morning we had bat kut teh for breakie, with his parents. I seriously NEVER in my whole life had anything so filling. the amount of food was.. SCARY.. =/ it was more filling than those breakfast i had in china. seriously.

then we wanted to catch a movie at jusco in his area but the queue was a huge turned off! instead we juz went lepaking around that area and then went back to do some chores. =D

At night we went to my grandma's for christmas party, not much of a christmas deco but the food and present really covers it.

(the yummyliciousz. my aunt baked tis!)


(same goes for tis little cupie cakes!)

Everything was good. Everyone was happy. the food was great! i can't even ask for more!


(the childishness of ben and roy.)


(sandra and i.)



(my vanity..)



(my vain pot..)



(our vainness!)



(so close..)



So while camwhoring, i saw this piece of irresistable ribbon and the santa hat, therefore..

(bennieee, i'm your christmas present!)



(he says i m.. cute.. =P!)

So overall, this year's christmas isn't too shabby. =)


Anyway, i know it's a little too late but i just sort of remembered. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! =) Hope you guys had tons of fun this year. i certainly did. and i hope you guys did too. *winks*

Just a thought

Sometimes i hate thinking. Because when i think i tend to think too much. too much as in, it doesn't stay realistic anymore. BUT the problem is, if i don't go on thinking, i might end up like jessica simpson. a blonde with unlimited blonde moments. Remember when she thought tuna is CHICKEN in Newlyweds? Oh my gawd. I swear i'll educate my kids with fish names so that they won't think tuna is CHICKEN. i can't imagine a school of chicken swimming in the ocean with clown fish and dories. urgh.


(ps: it's freaking SEAFOOD!)

SO, anyway, that's soooo not the point. I don't actually know what i really wanna talk about to be honest. i m FREAKING bored. I feel a little depressed too. School is about to start, it means, i have to start working for the A's i'm aiming. *sigh* wouldn't life be soooo much easier if the world isn't so MATERIALISTIC with paper qualifications and monthly earning? Okay, i'm talking from a lazy person point of view but hey, it's hard to keep your social life while you go to school and study like a geek. god, talking about being a geek, i think it's time to get my contacts lenses! i refuse to wear this askew glasses to school! PIF!

(damnit, how i wish we are asked to study stephen king, dean koontz,sophie kinsella novels instead of the stupid text books. bleh!)

School is such a joy killer. *sniff sniff* i m sooo enjoying my holiday after 6 months of hard work this year. And next year, i hope time would pass in a SPEED of a LIGHTNING! then i shall be the king of my house for the next 6 months~ but before i can start being a king, i'd have to study my ass off for 4A's and a freaking band 5 and hopefully 6! *crosses fingers*

(learnt it when i was 16, life will never be a bed of roses)

So anyway, recently my granny came home! wheee~! i adore her. She was the one that took care of me and Sandra when we were younger. =3 and she's the one that thought us some really funny malay words. xD She was a real patient woman, we were freaking mischievous last time. Sometimes i wonder how she can stand us. O.O! i mean, my mum has resorted to the.. jeng jeng jeng.. CANE a few years. it's a wonder why she never uses the cane on us.

Learned the art of making "tong yuen" from her yesterday. it was fun! sandra made a love shaped tong yuen~ it was adorable. =D Sorry no pictures YET. sandra hasn't upload it.


(i'll be shopping there frequently when, only when i earm rm10k per month.)

Anyway, i got Kristine's presents already~ whee~! i'm a happy Stephanie. owh, n i got ben's too. I'm double dosed with happiness. Ben got me a Dress on Thursday. Triple dosed of happiness. Got myself a pretty nice shades today. Urh.. how much dose of happiness ade eh? *giggles* quadruplet? xD

anyway people, the next time i blog, it'd be about chrismas party which is coming soon. *winks* till then, adios~! =3

Smiles~ =)

"Why are you crying? " i asked. She looked at me as though i'm crazy. I stared right back at her. Her eyes, red and swollen, tears wouldn't stop flowing from them. She offered no effort to answer my question. I sit right beside her, looking around the world. It's amazing how humans are. They laugh, they cry, they sulk, they whine, they complain, they do all the stuff that i can never really understand. sometimes they laugh till they cry and they cry till they laugh. isn't that a pure sign of madness?


the lovely-ness of a roses. =) beautiful yet deadly with torns.

I slowly get up and walk around the garden. Leaving her to cry. I found some rose bushes. To hell with that sign. I shall just pluck one. They'll pardon me.. I HOPE.. I walk to her with the rose, when she saw me with the rose, there was a look a horror in her face. "What now?" i ask her, "can't i do something right to make you feel better?" I whined at her. She started smiling as i walk closer to her. and i gave her the rose and then she started crying again.. *sigh*.. how am i suppose to make her feel better.. i thought girls like roses! how wrong am i?! so again i walk around the the garden..



I finally found the perfect flower!! i remember once she told me that she adored this flower. I m the most typical guy ever.. i can't remember what flower is this.. urhh.. i think it's.. a... dairy.. NO.. not dairy, it's.. urhh.. Daishe.. NO.. it's not suppose to sound like that.. it's.. DAISY! owh well, to hell with the warning sign again. i shall just have one! i look around. Okay, there's nobody here. I pluck it as fast as a lightning hoping nobody caught me and quickly run to her with the flower. She looked at me in a confused way and again, i see the corner of her mouth curling up into a tiny smile. She hugged me and whispered.. "I wish he was just like YOU but he'll NEVER be," and there she goes, those salty precious water from her eyes began to flow again.. DAMNIT! why can't she stop? it hurts me to see her like this!

i start to walk around the garden again, hoping to find a better looking flower which would cheer her up..!

(ps: it's a dandelion)

Okay~! this thing looks sooo adorable! i think she would love it too! So again, i pluck it and walk to her.. this time, she didn't smile, instead she sobbed so much louder! OOOKAYYY! what did i do wrong here? She whined "He used to pluck me dandelions! and and.. " she sobbed louder.. i dropped it immediately and start looking for another perfect flower that would stop all the tears and sobbings.. GIRLS.. *rolls eyes*...


My eyes went large at the sight of these colourful ones. Alright. These shall do the trick!! i started plucking them, after i'm done plucking ALL of them, i begin my journey back to her.. then suddenly i felt someone pulling my collar! GOD! have i been caught plucking flowers?! owh hell yeahhh..i started arguing with the garden guard it was for a good reason but he wouldnt listen, so i said, "follow me to see her, you'll understand why i have been doing this!" he grunted and we took a slow walk back to her.

This time, she started laughing. i dont know if she's happy at the sight of these flowers or what but she started laughing! CRY! i yelled or else he wouldnt listen!! i handed her the flowers.. and i heard the guard said.. "MISS, plucking flowers in a public park is a serious offence, however i don't know who to charge. you or YOUR DOG?"

I look at her with my big puppy eyes.


Come on Lyre. You know i was doing it for you! do NOT hand me in! i whined. She explained to the park guard of what i was doing. He petted me on the head and went, "you're a sweet dog but you musn't pluck flowers anymore!"

Hey, i was just doing it to cheer Lyre up! PIFFIE!


*ps: it's all fictional, and it came to me spontaneously.. =) *

copyright of Stephanie Lee Shen Ling. 12.21pm of 19th Dec 2007.