Tagged by Chris

Tag, is an endless thing that always happen to me. Not that i mind really. So i shall cut the crap and start doing it. Sorry for taking such a long time to do your tag, okay?


Rules:
1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a post of their own 15 weirdthings/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tag backs!!

15 weird things ah?

1) I daydream a lot.

2) Sometimes i fall in love with my figment of imagination and it's scary!

3) I can be damn restless at times.

4) I love to be pampered though i DON'T admit it most of the time.

5) I love books. as in fictions. (geeky, i know.. *sigh*)

6) I have a love and hate relationship with my dog, MILO. i hate him when he bites my shoes, clothes and farts like there's no tomorrow but i love him still because he was once the puppy which i fell in love with.

7) I hate doing laundry whether it's washing them, hanging the clothes out, folding them or ironing them.. Bleh~

8) I love fish. It's calming watching them swim and of course, they DON'T make noise. just swim and swim. they are amazing creatures that lives under water. =)

9) I love bubble milk tea NOW. I love the bubbles. xD

10) I am attracted to the colour white. =3

11) I hate to be embarrassed.

12) I am real defensive. =/

13) I dislike self absorbed ppl.. no offense to these ppl..

14) I dislike ASS (attention seeking syndrome) ppl.

15) I love being home alone at times where i'm free to do whatever i like including walking around the house nekkeeedd... LOL!

Tag:

*~ the same old people that i've tagged in the previous post but now including..

~* MELODY! kyahahahaha!

and minus chris. (-_-")

Say All I Need..

Melly taggy me again. Not that it's a real chore but.. i mean well, i don't have people to tag. =( so sad rite? *shakes head* *mental note to self: must not dwell in such self pity*

so here goes melly's tag. =3


~*What is the relationship of you and her/him?
** We're close frens though RARELY meet up and talk but somehow we still manage to keep up with each other through our blogs. =D


~* Your 5 impression of her/him?
** fwoah. that is a LOOOONG way back when we were like wat..? 12? well, the 1st time i saw her, i think she's pretty cute, quiet, a loner and urhh.. hmmm.. loves bubble milk tea, and pretty cool (as in like.. not sociable kinda cool).. xD


~* Most memorable things she/he have said to you?
** to be honest, it's a hell lot. but i still love the phrase "at least you tried and you won't look back thinking of the WHAT IFS.." with that, i let go of what that tied me to the past. =) *whispers: thank you..."


~* Most memorable things she/he have done for you?
** and again, a hell lot..! i don't think i can ever list it out or say it out.. it is sad but well, the most memorable would b her sticking up for me and helping me out when i'm at my lowest point of life.. =)


~* If she/he becomes your lover, you will..
** I don't think that is possiblecoz we're both damn straight. even if i am a guy, mel is hard to keep! no offence! what i meant is, she's a guy magnet, a green eyed person like me can never keep her.. =D


~*if she/he becomes your enemy, you will..
** hmm, never really thought of it.. if we do becomes enemies, most probably we'll bitch abt each other to kristine.. (damn right, she'll be the victim! hahaha!) and most prolly, we don't even wanna talk or see each other.. am i right mel? =3


~* if she/he becomes your lover, she will have to improve on..?
** her pms mode. It's damn scary. (ben, i m NOT the oni girl with deadly pms! >=3 )


~* the most desirable thing to do on her is..
** dressing her up in PINK! hahaha! i've oni seen her in HOT colours, never pastel or sweet. it'd be nice to see some changes like tat. =D


~* the overall impression of her/him..
** well, mel.. overall impression = great. great fren, damn bad enemy, she has got all the physical attributes. =3


~* how do you feel the people around you feel about you?
** I don't know really. I mean it's NOT like i'm edward cullen (mind reader in Twilight Saga). I hope that people are neutral towards me? i don't mind if people do like me. =D especially the people i know. if those who don't know me hates me, then that is their problem not mine. coz i think basically, they have a face problem with me. LOL.


~* the character of you for yourself..
** shy. doesn't like making decisions. thinks a hell lot over ninny stuffs. doesn't quite like expressing feelings. can't bring myself to be honest with people about how i feel. easily jealous. competitive. loves to win. most of the time thinks i'm right ( it's an inheritory thing). sensitive.


~* on the contrary, the character you hate of yourself?
** difficult question, i think it would be that i'm DAMN submissive. easily convinced. and definitely my indecisiveness.. =/ and my lack enthusiasm for some things. =/

~* the most ideal person you wanna be?
** hmm, someone who's able to identify what she wants in life. someone who's sure of herself. someone who has got style and knows how to have fun. =3 and definitely smart and excels in everything she does be it career or family. =)

~* for the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them..
** hmm, i love and appreciate having you guys with me through it all although our time together might be short or just a phase in life. =3

~* list 10 ppl to tag. *gosh, i don't think i've that amount of people, sad..*

1. Benjamin Tan *my prince*
2. Amirul
3. Chris (though i'm not sure if u still visit my blog)
4. Darren
5. Flora?
6. Kristine (though i'm damn sure you wouldn't give face and do it.. =P)
7. Jin Rui (if you would wanna do though i m sure you have ntg much to say abt me)
8. Hilmi (you never drop by my blog, or maybe you do but i don't know..)
9. Steven Fok (nope, you don't drop by)
10. Victor? (that is if u're willing to do.. haha.. )


~* who is no.2 having a relationship with?
** urhmmm, i am not too sure but i know it's the same girl if i'm right.. =)

~* no.3 is male or female?
** male!

~* if no.7 and no.10 were together, would it be a good thing?
**no? coz i don't think they are compatible in any way.

~* how about no.5 and no.8?
**damn no........... they'll hate each other's guts.. LOL

~* what is no.1 studying abt?
** he's currently studying electrical engineering.. =)

~* is no.4 still single?
**owh yeah he is.. =)

~* say something about no.6..
** oi! do the tag la u lazy bum.. eesh! hahahaha!


OKAY! i'm done! gotta go as sister is bising-ing for the comp!

Time Of My Own..

Trials ended last friday. Boy, it was sweet. NOT.

Apparently, while i was busy writing, my tummy starts contracting and convulsing. And then there's IT. IT = CRAMPS.

NOT GOOD.

Came home feeling damn weak and sick. Took my lunch then sleep the whole day. then i saw it.

romance. hey, the writer and i share the same name. stephanie. only hers is spelled stephenie. LOL.


I was kinda interested in the book ever since i saw it but didnt dare to buy it coz sometimes, i buy the wrong choice of book, meaning i pay through my nose but never truly enjoy the book. Sandra brought the book home. She borrowed it from one of her friends and since, i need to de-stress, i just thought, why not?

i didn't regret it a single bit. heck, i even finished it on the very day itself. mind you, it's thick like 498 pages? i wish i could study the way i read the book. damn i'll be smart. LOL.

it was really nice in the romance kinda way.

i m a sucker for romance. but the funny thing is, i m a sucker for reading them NOT watching them. Not that i mind but well, i just dont have as much interest in romantic movies compared to books. i am nuts. i know that. =D i just love imagining the characters in my own way you know, it's sparks my imagination.

movies don't. you see what's there and that's it. so since twilight spark my interest, i bought the 2nd book of the series. =)

and this book costs me rm40! ekk! =(

I haven't started on it coz right now i m concentrating on movies. I just got my Supernatural series! wheee~ *kisses the dvd cover* and i've even gotten ben hooked on the series. =P but i am dying to get my hands on it, soon.

and so, stephie shall go watch movies and then read the book. *sigh* i love exams aftermath. makes me WANT to relax like the real thing is over when it's not. =(

see you guys around. =) xoxo.

A Moment In Time..

I know.

I know i'm not supposed to be facing this screen and updating my blog right now. But somehow, i'm feeling pretty sad. It's funny because lately i've been feeling nothing but tensed and angry. I'm pretty sure it's the same old thing again (mood-swing, it attacks frequently, every month.. *winks*)


make your wish and let it flow.


Since it's the 14th of the month (chinese calender), there were people setting up stalls selling mooncakes, pastries, flowers (chrysanthemum, roses, daisies and etc) , fruits, drinks.. it's like a pasar malam but without all the pirated stuffs obviously. =D Then i saw it. The white pastries with really nice deco which it's suppose to represent a moon. It's made out of gluttonous, i am pretty sure all chinese have eaten it before if you haven't, my, you better get it tomorrow before you have to wait for another year! =3

My parents were laughing at me because well, adults don't really eat it, i mean it's sweet and kids love it. Thinking about it, i realized this year's mooncake festival has been pretty quiet. or simply because, i've outgrown it knowing that there will always be another mooncake festival next year but i never thought what could happen in the future, i mean things take a twist, when you least expected it.



my love.

back to my story, after buying those pastries, we were walking pass a flower stall then mumsy decided to but some chrysanthemums for tomorrow, just for the fun of it. and i saw it. roses. my favourite. =) i found out the price is one for rm1. it was hard to decide. there were pink, red, yellow.. ekk! i love red. so i picked a red one. then my mum, feeling generous, ask me to pick another one. Sandra was kinda eyeing for the pink and so we picked a pink one. and then, the kind lady seller gave us a stalk of mini daisies for FREE. =D

After that, we dropped my sister and jin rui off at sejati hill villa to celebrate lantern festival. My parents and i decided to drop by the grocery shop just to get some stuff. it has been awhile since i do grocery with my parents.

Us. So last year, don't you agree?


And then i saw him. A kid. walking in with his mum. His eyes glazed over the lanterns hanging over our heads. *giggles* his look? WOW! reason? because there were so many types of lanterns for him to choose! there are sailormoon, dragon, dinosaur, butterfly, mashimaro, superman.. and a few more. If i were that kid, i'd be like.. WOW too.

Then it got me thinking, "hey, i was like that too.. ONCE.." then i overheard the mother and son's conversation.. she was saying there isn't an ironman lantern, maybe he should choose another one and for some reason, the kid DID NOT throw a tantrum. He went like.. okay.. and he look like he had a tough time choosing the lantern.

lanterns. absolutely gorgeous. =)


And then i just sorta went back into the past.. I realized i won't be touching the lantern anytime soon.. and also i realized, my parents will NOT buy me any lantern anymore..Back when i was a kid, i love lantern festival.. i look forward it each year.. Candles, fire and those beautifully crafted arts never cease to amaze me.. and each year when the time comes, i'd so begged my parents to buy me candles and lantern..

and then i remember, when i was maybe around 4 years old, i was still living in KL back then.. my family were actually living in a flat but mind you, it's a pretty huge flat.. =) my parents, didn't want to bring me out with the lantern, decided to lit a lantern for me in the house just so i could play with it.. and so i did.. =) i walked around the house with it.. *kids can entertain themselves well and so did i*

my dream lantern is one shaped as sailormoon BUT i never got it.


Then i walked into my parents room.. and the lantern (those colourful paper lantern which hangs on a stick) fell on my mattress.. as a kid, i panicked like shit.. i ran to my parents.. they were watching tv, and i was like the lantern.. the lantern.. my parents being real attentive, decided to ignore me thinking i'm just asking for attention until i screamed.. "FIRE!!!!" in cantonese (duh!) i went like.. "FO CHOKKK!!!"

and swosh! full attention on me. i tell them what happened. i can't remember much after that. i think the light went out the lantern fell or it really did burned a part of my mattress which my dad managed to put out.. i can't remember..

So yeah, while i was in the shop, i was hit by a wave of nostalgia where i remember how i used to have my dad buy lanterns for me.. and now, being a typical teenager, i ask for non of these but money to get things myself.. the best thing is, when i have the car, i'll drive myself out to get the stuffs i needed.. no more.. "dad, can you bring me here/there/here/there"..

now i wish i could become a kid again, where i get to rely fully on my parents but that just won't happen anymore.. =(



the moon is almost completely round tonight.


Anyway, just wanna wish you guys Happy Mooncake Festival. =) and of course vent a bit of my sadness here. about me growing up and not being able to play lantern as a kid anymore but as an aunt or a mum in future.. *sigh* and my parents? *giggles* they'll be grandma and grandpa, i think they'll be more attentive to the future generations. and no, my sis is not pregnant and hell no am i. xD i'm just talking about future here you know.. xD


ps: i want to play lantern but no time and no mates to join me. =(

I'm Going To Be Away People!

clumps of cotton in the blue skies.

I know i've been pulling a lot of dissappearing acts lately but i can't help it. =/ i'm sorry.

here's the thing. my computer is dead. again. yeah, again. i think this will be the 3rd time in a year? i don't know. sorta lost track of how many times it has been down. ekk. so since it's down, i wont be updating anytime soon.

owh, and my trials is like next week starting on the 9th and ending on the 19th. So, obviously, i won't be around again.

*ps: i think the comp knows my trials is coming and therefore decided to die, just so, i would stop blog hopping and study. =D i love my comp*

Anyway, i hope you guys enjoy your days. =D and wish me luck! See you guys soon! =) and do take care! =)

*pss: i love THE BEST DAMN THING by AVRIL LAVIGNE*

*psss: I so love her concert though it wasn't as great as gwen's but who cares! xD i will dye my hair blond like hers with pink streaks in the future. =P*

*pssss: don't you love the weather these days? i do! with the cloudyness and stuff. =D*