Listen..

Feeling a little depressed and out of idea while i look through everyone else's blog, i start to listen. I can hear the birds chirping happily outside, i hear the water in the kettle, rumbling while being heated, i can hear my Hammie Jr trying to prison break.. *ps: he keeps biting the bar thinking that he has got the strongest set of teeth*.. someone talking pretty loudly outside, the cute puppies whinning for their mother, and the little kittens meowing for food..


* Sometimes i wish to be like a bird. To soar in the sky without boundaries, without a single worry. *

I can hear all the obvious, but one thing that i can never hear is what people are thinking. I don't wish to know what everyone is thinking since, it proved to be a really pain in the ass for Matt *the mind reader in Heroes series*.. but it wouldn't hurt to really understand what my parents are thinking.. My mum have the tendency to think that i'm wild when the truth is, i'm NOT.. Just two days ago, i was asking her permission to go for a birthday party.. well, it was ben's cousin's birthday party.. and she said NO because she thinks it involves booze and all because it was at angkasapuri.. but the truth is, she never ask me how old was the kid.. *he just turned SEVEN yesterday*..

My dad was okay with it. he didn't ask much and he just said okay. He does question at times but it makes me wonder why in the world my dad is always the one okay with everything while my mum keeps me in the cage.. *my house feels like a cage now*.. it's not like i've not been doing their bidding.. you will NEVER wanna know how much laundry i do.. *i hate laundry*.. ask ben, and he'll tell you the amount of clothes i handle each day.. it's NOT just clothes, my mum loves to wash the unnecessary, and i'll be the one handling it, all she does is throw them into the washing machine..


* cute! this is a real seal! it looks exactly like the soft toy ben gave sandra! xD *

Okay, i m running outta topic. But i'd really like to know what people are thinking. I'm NOT a freaking mind reader nor am i someone who likes to play with mind games. =/ i prefer people telling me straight although the truth could hurt a lot but it's better than guessing and more guessing. *sigh* What i hate about myself is that, i always wanna impress my mum when i know she'd never be.. =/ not till i get that law degree in a few years time and show it right to her face..

it used to be a challenge but now it's getting tiring, trying to be someone i'm not all when i'm with her. Sure she understands me here and there but what she never know is what i truly am. Owh well, maybe one day she would.. i hope..


* things would be fine when you look up instead of down. =) *

Well, Christmas is coming and so is Kristine's birthday~ Wheee~! it means pressie shopping without using my own money! Teehee~! but what i heard is that, there won't be any exchanging gifts this year.. *PIF, where's the Christmas mood in the adults?*. . . well, in another word, it means i dont have the reason to go shopping.. =(

Kristine, what do you want for your birthday? =( i'm seriously outta idea. Ur style of dressing change tremendously this year. i really have a hard time trying to figure out what you like now. =(

and it's getting harder that i've to get a christmas present for someone. damnit! i should have gone to the comic fiesta thingy with sandra and jin rui.. =/ i could do with some shopping for kristine and ben.. *oops..!* but before that, i need to get my cash.. *sensuous shennie is broke. money level = rm0.00*


* love shopping for people whom are dear to me but hate coming up with UNIQUE gifts *

Owh well, i hate being broke. and i just realize if i do have that mind reading cum controlling ability, i'll be able to rob a bank with NO sweat. =D and i can have practically everything i want. On the second thought, i think it's better to have Peter Petrelli's ability.. *grins* because, i can have all the superpowers.. *grins wider* and he's so much better than superman and batman.. PLUS he's FREAKING hot.. *oops, outta topic again*.. i am addicted to Heroes.. Teehee~