And So I'm Here.

here i am.


I know. It has been a LOOOOONG time again. But here's my excuse, i've been feeling a tad bit lazy to update my blog. =/ and also, i find myself running out of topics. =(


So anyway, for the past weeks, i've been going out and rotting at home. basically, i didn't really do much. =/ but here's the thing, i find myself going out at least 3 times a week. xD and i'm not proud of it because i've ran out of money and the feeling is not good at all. =/


After ben came home from turkey, he shipped me off to his place for a four days stay which is from monday till thursday. =3 that's coz his cousin, Sean, is visiting from australia and ben had to bring him out and all. =)



birthday gift from ben. =)


we didn't do much really. ben brought him to sunway pyramid, midvalley, stadium bt. jalil and to.. Sg Long. (-_-")


Spend Christmas's Eve with his family and well, that was when i was bored coz ben was playing pool with Sean, while his sister were hanging out with her friends.


make-up by ben's sister (Cher-Lynn)


I guess, i don't have much to say except posting pictures. =)

i look like my mum. *sigh* ben. and Sean.


Cher-Lynn's BFF.



the only pic of me and ben and i look so.. (-_-")


the only thing i dislike abt the restaurant is the lighting. heheheh.


right outside the restaurant. can i feel ugly at that mo?



The very next day, we had to send Sean off to the airport coz his next stop is Japan. We had to wake up super early. it feels like going back to school. epp!

After the trip to airport, we headed back to my place to get some rest and etc before heading off to Juen Nin ( my cousin )'s place for christmas party. =) it was good. I mean, it has been awhile since i saw my cousins. =) things were good. food was great. couldn't ask for more. since the camwhoring pics are still with ben. i'll post up just 3. the ones i have.


eh, eh! if i tell you that's a real tattoo. would you believe? =D


Truth is, it's not real. just a stick-on which i find it look pretty real. hahahaha! My 12 years old cousin was asking if it's real and i went like.. Yeah! it's real! and i fibbed and bullshit. Sandra was playing along with me. we made up a damn good story. hahahaha!


silent night~ holy night~ the tree and presents! =D


this is a nice pic but i had to spoil it by looking so ugly. =/



next stop.


ooops. xD



That was about it. =) well, i got ben 3 shirts and a necklace which i designed myself for christmas. =) and he got me.. diamonds... I m serious.. it's really big too! hahahah!

it's actually the perfume. Diamonds by Armani. =) love it to bits. =D


then yesterday went Chinese New Year shopping with ben and sandra at bangsar. =) after visiting so many boutiques. i only manage to get a red dress. i need all the luck in year 2009. so on the 1st day, i m wearing red and gold. mwahahahahahahaahahah! well, that's about it i guess. =) shall update soon since new year's eve is drawing nearer. =)


btw, Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year Ppl! =)

Ben and I = Noobies.

neoprints.



Finally. Finally ben and i succumbed to the evil side of neoprints. hahaha! okay, so it was sorta planned. i mean, i've been totally bugging him for it because i wanna see or rather experience how fun it's to take pics in those funny machines. and it turned out to be a pretty fun and FUNNY experience.



I went MIA for abt 3 days but i really doubt anyone would have noticed it because well, i am always MIA! xD Went for a weekend at ben's place. hang out with his family and friends. owh, i met a cute kid named charlie. he's really cute though he's actually 13. well, when i 1st saw him, i thought he's like 9-10 years old but he turned out to be 13. omg right?! xD he's related to ben, somehow. complicated story.




uh huh. (*dots*)


So then ben asked me what i'd like to do on today as in monday and i just went like Pavillion since it has been awhile we went there and well, i really wanna go neoprinting in Sg. Wang.


So off we went in the rain to pavillion. actually, we're pretty sheded coz he drove there lah. nice weather. ben is in superb mood. no complaints. =D NO JAMS! KL didn't jam! so nice right?! heck we even found a parking a few steps away from the entrance. wheee~!


Pavillion's christmas deco isn't that impressive lor. i think last year's better. then we went off to LOT 10. you know, to use the bridge to Sg Wang. Went in Isetan and urh, took the opportunity to shop! hahaha! tested a few perfume. finally get a whif of Pleasure (Estee Lauder), Magnifique (Lancome) and Daisy (Marc Jacob). I have a thing for Daisy. it smells really nice, to me! X3




weird.


let's not go off course. So we went to Sg. Wang. That place was so packed! foreigners and malaysians. lots of chinese for sure. heheh. so we went around looking for the machines which i eventually find. it was in level 6. = = level 4 and 5 were parking lots and level 6 is.. LALA land. hahaha! eh, lala land also has nice clothes okay? that's if you're lucky la. i think so far, i have been lucky to find the right pieces but unlucky price wise coz the less lala-fied a piece of top, the more expensive it is.


So in LALA land, they have a few machines. Ben and i took the cheapest since we really don't know how to work them. they're NOT as easy as it looks. i thought we could handle it but no, it was hard. Eventually, the token changer has to help us with those machines. hell, she even helped us to decorate our pics. i felt so stupid. *sigh* she or rather they were handling it like pros though the instructions and wordings are actually in japanese. like, wth? they actually read japs or they've experiment enough to know what to do with it. *sigh* that moment of my life, i felt so noob. *sniff sniff*




my personal fave.



The girls (token changers) were really helpful though they don't even know us. =) thanks to them, we have these neoprints. Ben, i wanna go neoprinting more coz they are nice as in the pics. we look so flawless. xD i think i look prettier in the pics taken by the machines ( vain vain me). hey! sometimes, i need to feel good you know? xD Wah, i wonder if i send in a pic taken by those machine to participate in those model search, do you think i stand a chance? =P just kidding! xD


Well, Ben will be going away for vacation for one week. Where to? Turkey. Yeap. Turkey. and Stephie will be home all the time. So, just so you guys know, i'll be at home. =( anyone wanna hang out?


ps: santa clause is coming to town. =) me love christmas!

And I'm Just A Girl.

candid.


I'm officially back to blogging! actually, it makes no difference coz i only like update once in awhile but who cares! xD

my last paper was today at 11am. hmmm. actually, i thought i'd feel damn free but here's the thing, i actually don't because i was loaded with house work! and no lunch. *sigh*

what cheer me up is the post from kristine's blog. eh, damn bangga can? =D but then hor, she writes more abt mel =/ . eh, i should NOT complaint. i should be proud. So thanks kristine! if it was me, i don't think i can come up with a post abt you at all basically because, there're so much things we did together that it's really all in the memory. but i'd do it for ur sake on 4th of jan when u turn 20. =P visit her bloggie at Solitary Rose


me and you. *loves*


Well, my birthday wasn't much of an event but still it was pretty good. =) i hereby would like to thank these ppl for their wishes. =) the list goes:

*~ Benjamin Tan, my prince.
*~ Kristine Thong the Ada Choi look-alike
*~ Chris Tan the kind one. =)
*~ Jaclyn Lee, my sister and Gan Bing Hock, my bro-in-law
*~ Sandra Lee, my sister. <3
*~ Rizmalize the classmate.
*~ Ashraf the playful.
*~ Melody the stylish hottie.
*~Flora the perfectionist
*~Christina, my primary school mate.
*~Steven Fok the dancer.
*~Darren Ng the nice one.
*~Hilmi, my kai kor.
*~ Jin Rui the cutie.
*~ Yuyan, the optimist.
*~ Juen Nin, my cousin
*~ Aunt Hui Nee, my mum's sister. =)
*~ CMY the lost one.
*~ Ryan Oh, kristine's cousin,
*~ Jamie Liew, sandra's compliment-generous friend.
*~ Helicase the gorgeous.
*~ Nanesh the victim in standard 3.
*~ Sie Hui, ben's close friend in college.
*~ Lisa Lee, the lost contacted friend.
*~Ju Ween, the one in aussie land.
*~ Nadira the modest.
*~ Seng Kit a long time crusher on K. =P



cause we look so happy here.


Those pics were taken in mel's bro's wedding dinner. it was abt a month ago, i know. but ben just uploaded the pics! so i shall post here aso la since i need more readers to visit my blog. =P here are the pics :

only those who are in the pics are allowed to steal the pics! =D




trying to be happy. =P


ben and i.




we look so distorted over here!




ben and i. in colour. LOL.



just the 4 of us.




me <3>



Kristine and Trisha! =D




them again. they banyak camwhore using ben's phone. swt betul!




the 2 gorgeouses. =)




*lost* i hate my hair. =/




kristine, trisky, and jeffrey.


*tickle tickle!*


Since i said i hate my hair. i'm in a real dilemma now.

Q: should i dye my hair?

Ben's A: no matter what you're still steph.

So people, should i? because not to gloat or to boast, i have really dark black hair that not everyone has. even sandra admitted it. she ask me to keep my black hair but i'm feeling adventurous, should i go ahead? hmm? *thinks* gimme some ideas ppl! xD

ps: my dad ask me to dye my hair in copper colour. heck he ask me if i was going blonde. eesh.


okay, thats all for now. till then, adieu. =D

Just For This Little Moment.

I miss you! X3

hahahaha! well, i'm NOT really supposed to be blogging till next thursday but you know what? =3 i don't give a damn! X3 i've just had my hardcore papers over~ whee~ but at the same time, i've been overdosing myself with worries. ya know, the urhm, "winning" streak in me. LOL. okay, to be honest, i'm really scared that i'll do bad and then my mum would be like " get married and get a life, i don't want a daughter who can't excel.." that kinda thing?

And yeah, this whole month had been the most stressful time of my year. i've cried coz i was stressed out before but it was like a 10 mins thing? but not this month. damn, i had it bad this month. i've cried like almost everyday? LOL. i think my parents really aught to send me off for some emotion/stress management talk. hahaha! yeah, i'm very stressed. =/

other than that, i've lost weight! yay~! that's the good thing~ my friend whom didn't see me for like a few days went like.. "what happened to you?! You've lost weight!" hmmm.. understatement? because on the way, i've gained eye rings and they are NOT pretty and pimples.


owh, and i've been having aches. backache, buttache, fingerache, neckache, stomachache, headache.. all the aches, you name it! and ulcers. and sorethroat. and fever. demn. of all times huh? =D


owh well, i guess that's all i wanna say. and urh, i only had like 3 hours plus sleep last nite and my papers today were 8am-11am and 2pm-5pm. so yeap, 3 hours of sleep and it lasted me the whole day though i was pretty incoherent.

god, and you know who and what i miss right now?

the whos :
i) ben
ii) kristine
iii) mel
iv) darren
v) yuyan
vi) my granny
vii) deniece ( we haven't been talking girl!)
viii) me when i was a kid free of worries =/

the whats:
i) cinema. i miss pop corns.
ii) sunway pyramid. the good old bubble milk tea.
iii) midvalley. gosh, it was a long time since i went there!
iv) the curve.
v) genting highlands.
vi) cameron highlands.

i feel so gila right now. lack of sleep does it. u know, coke's caffeine doesn't work. i've tried. only lasted awhile. =/


okay back to my baby bennie bunnie.

baby bennie bunnie : my pet rabbit in pet's society (facebook)! =D

AWOL. =)

AWOL is known as away WITHOUT official leave. BUT, for my case, it's WITH official =D

I'm not going away for holiday. no where near that YET but pretty soon i believe. =) I will not be updating much this month as my exam's here. starting on the 18th Nov and ending on 4th Dec. So don't keep asking me already. =/ Yeah, i even have a paper on my birthday. =/ *sigh* life is just so cruel. *sniff sniff*


ben. stephie. at mel's bro's wedding dinner. =)


We're growing fat aren't we? *frowns* owh well, just before i go, there's a song that i'd really love to share. it's LOVE STORY by TAYLOR SWIFT. (ps: i've nvr been so crazy over a singer besides avril lavigne! and now i'm crazy over taylor swift's songs. xD)

Taylor Swift
Love Story


We were both young when I first saw you
I closed my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you, please don't go
And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

So, I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Oh oh
Cause you were Romeo, I was the scarlet letter
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
But you were my everything to me
I was begging you, please don't go
And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Romeo, save me
They try to tell me how I feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said

Romeo, save me
I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my head
I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said

Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad
Go pick out a white dress
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you


Alright, i better get going now. a lot more topic to cover. =) take care ppl! =)

Taggy~

Since lately there's ntg much going on in my life, i guess, i don't mind doing tags. =D got tagged by Steven Fok. =) 1st time he tags me wey~ hahaha~ here it is :

1. What's your ambition?
*~ damn good question! i wanna be a mum. LOL. just kidding. Actually, my ambition is to well, have a job that earns about 4-5 digits a month. =D okay, i shall NOT be greedy. I think 4 digit is quite enuf. =3


kristen bell and masi oka.

2. If you were given a superpower, what will it be and what will you use it for?
time travel like hiro nakamura from HEROES. I think it'd be fun to see neanderthals running about chasing chickens the size of ostrich. =P i think it's cool to be able to see the future, to see if there's really flying cars and people getting obese. =P



one of my fav foods. =3

3. What is your favorite food?
chinese dim sum, sushi, pizza, fast food, thai food, western food. xD

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
I think i need more. i find people who are confident with authority sexy. but it depends, over confident people are such turn off!

5. How many babies you want?
owhh~! 3 or 4. But i think 3 is enough. No one ever said giving birth is an easy task. best have triplets. 3 in one go. tak payah susah susah, give birth for 3 times in different years. LOL.



rainbow. =3

6. Do you believe in seeing rainbows after the rain?
I've seen a full rainbow. at that time i was depressed and i think it was god's way of making me happy or something. i'm telling you, a full rainbow is absolutely beautiful and i've oni seen it ONCE in my 18 years of life.

7. What is your goal for this year?
Getting AWESOME results for STPM? =)

8. Do you believe in eternal love?
Of course. =)

9. Have you ever been abandoned by someone?
Yeah, it was for the best. Thinking back, i was silly and it wasn't the best thing happened to me at that time but now it's the best thing that happened to me. xD

10. What feeling do you love most?
The feeling of loving someone and having that person love you back. =)

11. What is your bad habit?
picking my nose. =P just kidding! bad habit, erh, it'd be my itchy hands that never able to resist squeezing pimples. xD

12. Is there anything you want to tell the people who hates you?
i don't think so.

13. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
of course! >=3

14. What does flying means to you?
freedom. =3

15. What do you crave for most currently?
STPM to be over so that i can be a couch potato for 2 months before getting a job or something.

16. List 3 most important person in your life?
i can't because i have more than 3 person that are important in my life.

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
talkative, caring, nice, good listener, generous, good dancer.

18. You found your other half?
i believe i have. =)


my other half. =3


19. What will you become in 10 years to come?
a successful person. *grins*



super adorable huh? =) <3!


20. What is your favourite animal?
puppies, toy dogs, kittens, hamsters, baby bunnies, anything that's small, furry and CUTE. xD

i hereby tag...

nobody. people are free to do it. i think i don't even have 8 person for me to tag. LOL.

Instructions
Remove one question from above and add in your personal question
Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people
List them out at the end of the post
Notify them in their chatbox that they've been tagged
Whoever does this tag will have blessings from all

OWH!

I was visiting Steven's blog and i got curious of the personality test he took. =) i requested for the webbie and this is it.. http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82

and my result is :


bennie and me.

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Dreams

The past few nights, i've been having really odd dreams.. But last night, i've had the oddest dream ever.

i dreamt of..

a) Some beach in don't know which country.



I could still remember it vividly. coz i woke up from it like an hour ago? LOL. The water was deep blue even at the shallow part(now i know i have colourful dreams but i could oni remember blue, white and black). in my dream, the beach wasn't stretch so big. it was a small semi-circle beach for god-knows-what reason. I mean, how could i dream of a pretty beautiful beach that is so small? and it was bloody packed. honestly. i didn't drown in the water, i was drowning in the sea of people. ekk!


next ; b) Cameron Highland





Yeah, i dreamt of that too. In the very same dream or most prolly, my brain decided to change channel or something. It was really weird because it was exactly like how cameron highland was except, i don't remember the strawberries. most prolly, the flowers is enuf to satisfy me, i guess. heh heh~


c) Kristine and Melody



Yeah wey, i actually dreamt of these two people. (-_-") we weren't at the beach together la. But it was in an entirely different thing. See, the thing is, we're supposed to have lunch together today. In my dream, Kristine called to cancelled it saying that she and mel wanna go Penang. WTF? Penang?! Yeah, Penang. Why Penang? Not coz of the assam laksa or whatever. it's cause there's this CLEO magazine party thing. dotz. Kristine doesn't really read cleo, i don't know about mel though, i think she does, sometimes.


d) Ben





Yeah, it's normal la that he's in my dream. Heh heh heh. But thing is, we were arguing badly. And he was the one who was with me in the beach dream. reason of the huge row? coz he refused to teman me get into water. (-_-") i don't know the reason. i mean, i can't remember why he refused the deep blue water. xD and then i was merajuking like crazy. (-_-") not that it's not normal. the me, merajuking part.


and the reason for all these weird dreams in one night?


i pin the blame on the coming stpm. *rolls eyes*

And the answer is..

21 Alphabets.


WHY?!!!


Because E.T left in U.F.O.. =D


ET of course la leave in UFO. takkan? car?! xD


cha dou kan?! hahahahahahahahahahahah!



ps: bloody root canal robbed me off RM365!! Now i'm officially broke with no spare money for any kind of indulgence. *sniff sniff*

A Quickie

Just thought of a riddle given by Sandra yesterday.

ABC.


Here goes, there are 26 alphabets in the alphabet table. so what happens if..



The ever lovable E.T. =)


E.T leaves the alphabet table? How many alphabets left? =D



ps: leave the answers in comments or the chatbox or personally sms me. =D

My Love by S.L instead of J.T!

Yesterday was a bit of a crazy day. Why?


it was held in palace of the golden horses.


Ben and i headed of to Palace Of The Golden Horses for my school's form 6 farewell party. the party was a simple one consisting of the upper six students along with a few invited teachers and guests. =) it was great although there wasn't much activities. =3


emcee of the day. Tan Cai Fung and Raymond Tan Kiang Wee.


We were supposed to be in the restaurant itself but because the organizers ( namely the two emcees and CK, we were sitting outdoors. i was thinking tents and etc, and that it'll be blazing hot and all but luck was on their side, it was drizzling and we were under cemented roof and not the tents that i thought we'll be in. =) the emcees were great entertainers and so were the performers (my fellow schoolmates)



our view. =) of greeneries and the lake! =) lovely!


and here are a few more pics with/without me because i sorta left early.. =)



ben and i. =)




wai hong and moi. =) he's a really wise person despite his looks! =D



CK and I. the oily faces. *giggles*




my classmates and class teacher. (i left the place already without taking this pic! )



laura (from germany), Stephanie (the jilter planner), Amirul ( the best dressed dude), and CK (the jilted planner)



another addition to the fam. raymond (the emcee)



Then ben and i have to leave early because he wants to go One U to retreive some free goodies which worth quite a lot. and so we left with laura because she wants to attend another party in KL. so the 3 of us left and missed out the rest of the fun. =(


after sending her off to the sg.besi lrt, ben and i headed to One U then he made a phone call to confirm if the office is open but alas, too bad, it wasn't. then he decided to bring me to the curve. YAY! Flea market, here i come!



accessories. people. bargains!


One look at the whole place, i've already fallen in love with it. i actually spend about 2 hours walking the whole place, stopping at each stall to purchase stuff! and, after so long, i spend quite a lot on unnecessary stuff there. ekk! i bought earrings, necklace, charm bracelets and also hair clip! it all come up till abt rm60. mad huh?



all light up and beautiful!



us at lecka lecka.


Owh, ben also won to free tickets to watch any movie in cathay cineplax a week back, therefore, we decided to use it. in the end, we got good couple seats for the movie Eagle Eye. It was good but definitely NOT my type of movie and i was fidgetting quite a lot during the whole movie. ekk!

and then we went home at abt 9 something because we're both exhausted but that doesn't mean i can't show off what i bought. *smiles evilly*


and here goes, i'll start bragging.. xD


the earring rack i bought for sandra's birthday. quite a few of my earrings are on it too!



3 new addition from left. =)



chocolate cookie compact mirror. don't believe?



tadah!



necklace from somewhere. charm bracelet from the curve. =)



rose clip! <3>


urhh, i didn't buy that. it belongs to sandra and she was giving him a bath! =D


and THAT was my saturday. =)