I am Back!

back then.


Hey people!

i know. i know. i've been away for far too long and you guys no longer wanna visit my blog anymore huh? =)

it has been such a long hiatus.

I am sorry for not fulfilling my promise of updating my blog. truly sorry! well, the reason why i haven't been doing so is because i've been so caught up with my uni life. let's just say, it sucks a huge time and i have been having doubts on whether i should continue with my course. well, ben managed to convinced me and so has ming yuen. thank you ming yuen for being there and for noticing the changes in me and manage to somehow, talk me out of those doubts and stuff. you're one of the best besides ben. =P

well, a lot has happened. trust me. especially the new addition in my family.

people, meet Baby Joey Gan Xing Qi!


just born!



and i'm gonna grow up and be a heart breaker.


baby joey is so adorable. she's gonna grow up beautifully, i really do believe that.

and you know what?

everyone loves her. =) even my cousins.hahaha.

i quote from Ryan.

"she's so cute! she look like a baby alien!"

like, wtf? which part? but i suppose that's how Ryan defines cute. hahaha.

alright, i'll update soon again. this time i promise and i will do it. =)

I Can't Get Enough Of Transformers

Actually, I’ve never heard of Transformers till 2 years back.


I was kinda skeptical about the movie since it involves with cars changing into robots and back then, Shia Labeouf and Megan Fox wasn’t even the IT thing. But then since Steven Spielberg is one of the producer of it, I supposed it is like this hot thing going on? Plus I so enjoyed the Jurassic Park franchise.. *okay, just the 1st 2 movies, the 3rd one was just so so*


And what made it more intriguing was my younger sister, who is this computer buff who doesn’t enjoy movies as much as I do, *ahem ahem* , watched it in the cinema for god-knows-how-many-times with her friends. Besides that, the tickets were always running out like roti boy’s buns. So, I had no choice but to purchase the ticket showing on a weekday, and it was practically sold out even at the ungodly hour of 4pm. I was so desperate that I grabbed whatever that was available. The seats weren’t even that good. =(



not the main reason for watching it in the cinema.


I was tired as it was a schooling day but the movie was so action-packed that it got me sitting up straight on my seat the whole time it was going on.



also not the main reason for watching transformers.


So why can’t I get enough of Transformers? It’s not because of Shia Lebeouf *okay, maybe he plays a tiny wee bit role in my reason*, it’s not because of Megan Fox though she’s super hot, hotter than Nicole Schzinger. It’s because of.. BUMBLEBEE!



the main reason for wanting more of transformers.


The super cute yellow robot that is so huge yet with the childish attitude! Yeah, that one is the real attention grabber. I can’t get enough of Bumblebee. It was kinda sad when he got captured by humans and Sam Witwicky was trying to protect the cute huge thing. That part sorta stirs the emotion. It’s amazing how a human and a robot can form such friendship that is better than human friendship itself. Can I stress again that Bumblebee is so so so adorable?!


Owh, besides Bumblebee, the next attention grabber is Optimus Prime, the leader of Autobots! The huge thing with really striking red and blue color is really manly. I mean, of course he’s manly, he’s the leader which leads the rest of his team to fight Megatron, which like super huge?


The next thing that I really like is the spider-like. The damn annoying thing? Well without that robot, the movie would have been a little dull. I mean every movie needs a trouble maker for the heroes and heroines. X)


And the scene which I like the best is when all the robots made a trip to Sam’s house to retrieve the glasses which is the clue to the cube. One of the robots accidently tripped and fell (I think it was Bumblebee),thus creating a rumble which was like a mini earth quake. And the next classic thing that happens is Sam’s dad hiding in a bathtub thinking it’s a real earth quake.


So please give me the tickets to the premiere? Please please please? X) I really can’t get enough of the movie and I think Revenge of the Fallen is gonna be huge and more action packed than the first one.


The trailer itself looks really interesting, I can’t imagine how the movie would be like. Perhaps, it’s gonna be a bomb in the box office. ;)

Mmmm..

As usual, i was chilling alone last night. The night before, dad accompanied me to watch this Malaysian movie called Love Matters. It was pretty good. Gives you a good laugh and some pretty good insight on life and love. =) but what's more interesting is the movie called


He's just NOT that into you.



Movie is based on a book actually and believe it or not, my elder sis bought the book way before it's made into a movie.


the book. the exact same cover!


I find the movie pretty intriguing. It revolves around a few couple with different relationship status and how it ends at the end of the movie. Most of them has a happy ending except for one. And that one was bad because the dude cheated on her and she was like trying to salvage it but it was only her and hers effort alone. So basically, i think the cheater deserves it. Deserve to get dumped. LOL.

Scarlett Johansson is hot. Before this i don't know what's the hype all about, now i know. haha. but too bad, she's the other woman. and she does it good. Justin Long is cute! Kyahh! xD

Okay, thing is, guys wouldn't really enjoy this movie because most of them are potrayed as jerks except for open minded ones who don't mind learning a thing or two about women.


Stephanie: I know your secrets.
Stephanie's Reflaction: And i know yours too...

Otherwise, i think girls should watch it! =) i think some can relate oh-so-well to these couples. =) it's not like a guide to tell you to be like them. it's more of, watch it and reflect on yourself,learn from their mistakes.

on a random note, shopping with a mum in super good mood is a good thing! =D she splurges on us well! =D


Godiva's CHOCOLIXIR.


We went for the Home expo in KLCC with mum. She was in a really really good mood! We had lunch in Dome before heading for the expo. After the expo, mum brought us to shopping! it was grreeeaattt! She really splurged a lot before we got this rm5 voucher for godiva. Then we went to the shop to get chocs. chocs cost like rm50 and above? it's madness! then we saw the chocolixir that costs like rm22 for one. Mum ordered choc peppermint which taste so heavenly!



Sandra have to have her choc at least one a day. i think she'd make a good chocolate model. LOL.
Sandra the Godiva Model.


Besides that, Gwen Stefanie's perfume smells really nice! Mum bought it. for herself. ps: doesn't mean we can't spray some on ourselves. hahaha. Okay, that's super random.


Just updating for the fun of it. Now i'd like to go play Jenny's fishshop. Ta now! =)

Vote for Ben! =D

the hunk. =P



As you guys know, ben joined the Loreal Talent Search competition. =)


and..


He's one of the finalists! Yay! *claps claps*



this is his pic posted in the webbie. don't go checking out other hot chicks or dudes. LOL.


So here's a favor i'd like to ask from you guys, vote for him here!


of course, the voting is entirely on your own free will. =) but i'd really appreciate your help in voting for him.


THANK YOU to those who vote for him and for those who don't, it's okay. =) afterall, beauty is in the eye of beholder. THANKS once again to the voters. =D


Q: Why should i vote for him?
A: Ben's not your typical dude that acts all macho and shit. He's down to earth and pretty realistic, not to mention smart. Sometimes he makes older ppl (namely yours truly) feel a bit stupid. He's a good listener and well, he makes profit out of that. Well, that's because he's a part time counsellor. Eh, scratch that. Ben's hardworking and he likes to help out living things, by that i mean human and animals. He organizes trips to old folks home, orphanage and SPCA to help out the needys.

He may have some mood swing issues but that only happens when he's under huge pressure like the most of us. He's real good at cheering people up. One fine example was we went to One Utama yesterday, it was already like 10pm and we entered this shop called Hinode to get some stuff. The cashier was a bit moody-ish looking and while i was looking for stuff, he talked to the cashier and later on she smiled and look a lot happier. =)

Overall, Ben's a really great person. Most of the time he goes all out to make someone's day. Not that i'm saying other contestants aren't great but right now, to win your votes, i've to sell Ben la. LOL. So vote for Ben! =)

Yeah, you know what i mean.

that's me. my window. and my vanity table mirror. LOL.


Let's see what have i been doing for the past weeks if not bumming at home and wasting my time? *thinks*

Okay. that is practically it. BUMMING at home. *sigh* missed archuletta's concert. =( well, partly, it was my fault for going on a spending spree and not allocating some money for the CD. =(

Missed out Nuffnang Music Bash that Sandra chided me to write a post and get us the tickets which i didn't. =(

taken by kristine.


And then, i fell sick on monday night. =( no symptoms and stuff. went to bed feeling all burn up, *spoiler alert!* exactly like how Bella felt during her change in Breaking Dawn.Thing is, while i was all heaty inside, outside i was freaking cold. And it wasn't a good experience for sure. *shudders at the thought of it* That night, i could barely sleep, waking up at around 4 to pop a panadol in.


Then the very next day which was tuesday, i spend my whole day throwing up. I think that's on the too much information category isn't it? LOL. Well, yeah. everything i eat OR drink will end up in the toilet bowl in a matter of time. dad took me to see doc in the afternoon.


i find this rather emo. but i wasn't.


i told the doc my prob,


and the doc gave me a jab somewhere near my pelvic bone. WTF can? =( he said, if i don't think the jab, i'll throw up whatever meds he's giving me. so really have no choice but to jab. =( Heck he even gave me anti-vomit medicine to double dose it.


Thing is, it didn't work. the jab nor the med. i ended up throwing up as usual. by night time, i gave up after throwing up my dinner which was nestum and my meds. I went to bed with no meds to back-up my system.


Bennie~!


Ben came visit yesterday. and at 1st i was still nauseous, but after a while, i felt instantly better. in fact, after that, i felt a whole lot better. Now i'm more than fine. =D


Owh, Ben got chosen for the Loreal Talentsearch thing! =) He went for audition on last saturday. Pray for him for the next round eh? =) I'm proud. of course i'm proud. =D

Courage is all i need.

They say in order to love someone, you have to love yourself first.

i say, it might not be true. or at least i don't really agree 100% on it.


cute pic courtesy of natalie s of akrichan.net.


It's weird you know. the phrase about loving yourself first. I find myself thinking about it. Does it mean you have to be selfish? To put yourself first before others? Or does it mean treating yourself right with respect and love?


i ponder. If that phrase applies..


i'll have everything that i wanted. designer handbags, limited edition phones, the most expensive laptop, the most beautiful dress, a nose job (=P), a knee job to be taller, a huge mansion with gorgeous furnitures, all the best seller books, a killer career, vacation to exotic places and the list just runs like water running down the stream.


i'll do the things that i want to do. join beauty pageants (which i don't think i have the guts), take up makeup course and hairdressing course, start my own dessert restaurant ( i love love love dessert!), open an online boutique, and it goes on and on.


i'll just be myself. say what i want to say (honesty is the best policy eh?). think what i want to think(being judgmental which i try to avoid). dress haggardly.(okay, that was just a joke!). i'd still wanna dress up like myself. =)


i'd be the ultimate B**** like queen Blair in gossip girl. on the second thought, maybe i wanna be claire bennet from heroes. then i don't have to worry about breaking any bones. xD



PORINGS! X3 uber uber cute!



So yeah, the term hardly applies. to me, i think. as in, love myself first. i think it's easier for me to love someone more than myself. i find it easier to give. it makes me happy to give. but if i give myself, i'd feel guilty. that, i don't know why. as much as i love giving, i love receiving too. =)



but i won't be a total doink la. i do love myself, if not i won't do some certain things which i want like dying my hair complete with highlights. getting myself a nice dress from an online boutique( yeah, i shop online these days ). sleeping early in the morning and wake up around noon. always changing my nail colour regardless fingers or toes.

and.. i realize...

it isn't enough.

i need courage.

courage to do the things that i want to do. especially posing for pictures. =P i don't think the cameras love me. i have to stop thinking that way. XD


and to prove that i love myself!


i'm gonna have lunch now. my stomach is growling.


and to show that i love ben,


i'll msg him. telling him i'm having the most wonderful lunch while he's in class. mwahahaha!


just kidding! =P



ps: i'll msg him to say the things that i want to say. =)

OWH!

I was visiting Steven's blog and i got curious of the personality test he took. =) i requested for the webbie and this is it.. http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82

and my result is :


bennie and me.

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.