Roxy Summer Splash..

Was DISASTROUS.


still loving my bunnie~ bennie bunnie <3>



I was expecting something good. I mean, it's organized by Seventeen, one of the most popular mags in Malaysia but seriously, it was a huge disappointment to me. *rolls eyes*. The number one reason why i hated it is.. lack proper planning.. of the targeted amount of ppl, and the way they handle the crowd.. Seriously, the PR company TOTALLY deserves bankruptcy. I've never seen a MUCH worst PR company in my whole life! I am not trying to boast or whatever but i personally think i can do a MUCH better job than those ppl.. *sigh*

Ben, Sandra and i reached Sunway Pyramid at about 1130am. Late? Maybe not. *the gate opens at 1200pm*. We went to the theme park and headed down to the gate leading to the beach pool. and lo behold, there was 3 crowds. One from us, one from the car park and one from the escalator *from sunway resort*. It was jammed packed. Sandra went off with her friend. While Ben and i SLOWLY and TORTUOUSLY headed to the gate. It was hot, stuffy and humid. I could hardly BREATHE in the crowd. And occasionally, some people FARTED. You can imagine how bad it was. And the worst part is, there were hooligans creating scenes. people cursing. pushing. it was like a scene from those end-of-the-world movies.


did i mentioned that some ppl fainted from the heat and lack oxygen?


We managed to get through at about 1pm. and off we went into the beach park.


1st pic of the day.


And it was even more of a disappointment. There was practically NOTHING to do except sharing the pool with a bunch of ppl. *ps: you would never know how many people peed in the pool would you?* and well, worst of all, my period came the very night before it. Hence, ben and i mainly strolled around, taking in the scenery. Well, so called scenery anyway. It was PACKED and people keep pouring in like water.

the stage.


However, there was one thing which i am totally fascinated with.. the temporary tattoo! X3 it's those sprayed on ones, we thought it's free which is true for those who managed to get the GOODY BAGS which we didn't. So Ben had to pay rm5..for mine..




Owh~ it feels good. I mean the spray was cold! i wish it lasted longer! teehee~ xD but for rm5, i think it's pretty worth it because i've seen tattoo parlours in MV and Sunway Pyramid itself, that size of a tattoo would cost rm10 or more. xD So, i happily showed off my "tattoo" everywhere i go for the next few days. xD i asked my elder sis if she would believe me when i said it's real, she went like.. well, if u say it's real then it's.. (-__-") not exactly the respond i was looking for.. my dad actually noticed it and asked me where did i get the fake thing.. i went like.. if i tell u it's real, would u believe..? his 1st respond was.. "of course no, i think you're smart enough not to put a real one.." *snickers*


the faded make-up.


And then... a pretty girl sauntered to me..
P.G(pretty girl): HI!
me: hi?
P.G: You're Stephanie right?
me: yeah... *looking really shocked and absurd*
P.G: I'm Natalie!!!!!!!

*Stephie blank out a moment and keep staring, while so, wondering why Ben's coll mate look so different from her pics..*

P.G: We chatted on friendster?
me: Did we? You sure? *stupid steph, embarassing that poor kid UNINTENTIONALLY*

P.G: Yeah, i'm pretty sure, i could recognized you from your pics..
Me: owhh.. *extends a hand* Nice meeting you here..
P.G: Nice to meet you too.. *smiles sweetly*
Me: Urh.. i better get going, enjoy urself okay? Byeee~

*quickly walks off with ben*

I'm NOT exactly the friendliest person on earth. I know. I mean, it's extremely weird having some girl walking up to you and just went like that. I have never.. i repeat NEVER been into these kinda situation before and therefore i handed it.. so-oh-lamely..

Then ben and i waited for sandra and her pals for nearly 2 hours, got fed up, and left. *the most critical moment of the day is about to be revealed*.. We went up the bloody escalator and saw the crowd.. there was a riot. pure havoc going on. I saw Sandra's friends, i asked them where was she.. They were like.. "She went in with a friend.." For your info, i ONLY heard she went in and assumed she was alone.

I take a look at the ROWDY crowd. I began to panic. My chest ached. My throat starting choking. My eyes started to get teary. "don't panic!" my head screams. I keep looking around, the people were jumping off the fences, pushing the guards, screaming and pushing. Then before i knew it, i was crying. Yeap, emo steph, as usual.

I was in panic. my imagination ran wild. I was thinking Poor Sandra, alone, she must be scared. OMG. she's so skinny, she could be cornered by perverts easily.OMG.OMG. *ps: did i mentioned her phone wasn't with her and the line was BAD?* Then bad memories started flashing in my mind, i started bawling off REALLY badly. Ben was hugging me, and keep asking me NOT to cry and NOT to look at the crowd. at one point he got so agitated that he scolded me. =( *hey, i was having pms, and my family had a bad past*.

The reason why i was behaving like that was I realize anything could happen to anyone anytime since i was 16. This year itself, there was a news abt a gal getting raped while having an outing with her FAMILY near some waterfall site.. you see why i got worried and panic now?

Then she called ben. I was FREAKING relieved. Then we pushed through the crowd to the escalator leading up to the resort. Did i mentioned it was a good thing i cried? Some people were giving up the evil stares because we were sort of pushing them aside, but when they saw my eyes and blotchy face, they stop the stare and gave us way. A girl actually went like "give them way, she's suffering.." Thank YOU good Samaritan, whoever you are. totally appreciate it. =)


Then we went sunway pyramid. had TAKOYAKI. then we took a pic of the pool from up there.
ants.



i was down there. my stupidity.


We had our dinner in gasoline *a restaurant in asian avenue* and it was pretty alright, and then we went home.

Overall it was disastrous. It will be the 1st and last time i'm ever going to THAT event. It's stupid, badly managed and lame. I can't help condemning it badly because i didn't have a good memory of it, i didnt had a good time and i hate the PR company incharged.

Next post : still deciding.. xD

My Anniversary.

1st June 2008

It's amazing how time passes so fast! I can't believe in a blink of an eye, Ben and I has been together for a year and it feels like.. soooooooo long when it actually isn't! hahaha! even my dad was pretty surprised when i told him we're one year old.. his reaction was O_O! I thought you guys are together for quite some time ade.. *ps: he so forgot abt the times i was heart broken!*

Let's get back to MY STORY now shall we? Since you guys already known the story from his side. =D I woke up at *thinks* 730am.. damn early, i know.. and started writing a letter.. =) a letter for him actually.. i mean, i've nvr written a letter to him before so i thought, i should.. My anniversary gift to him, sadly, isn't that expensive but again, i spend quite some time on it..

the front.


our famous pic. LOL.


christmas together. =)



one of my fave pic. =)


So, i finished writing it at about 830am, god knows what i've been writing in that one hour but i SERIOUSLY doubt you guys would wanna know it since, it might be so sickly sweet that *coughs-krist-cough* would complain of chronic diabetes. =D


Ben arrived ard 8.40am with a huge bouquet of roses and my BUNNIE. And definitely the largest bouquet of roses and Bunnie i've ever received!

lovely. (ps: it's from Canada! Thank you Deniece for all the trouble you went through!)



I know i look pretty sickly. =/ (hey, i didnt exactly had enuf of sleep!)


And of we went for breakfast. Mamak. Roti Canai. Teh Tarik. Milo Ais. *giggles* i know it's not romantic but i was really craving for roti canai. And then we went back for me to get ready to go out but Ben insists on taking a picture of me with the Bunnie and therefore..

BUNNIE! *cute isn't it? fell in love with it the 1st time i saw it in Sunway Pyramid*


ya think i'm a normal bunny? HMPH?


THINK AGAIN! xD


Admit it it's FREAKING adorable! how often do u get a fairy bunny? HMPH? So we left Sg Long at about 10 something for all the camwhoring and my make-up moment.. =) Reached there around 11 something and we straight away headed to the cinema level to get our movie tickets. I actually wanted to watch ORPHANAGE *u know, the horror movie?* but Ben was like "YERRRR! NOT romantic".. and then well, we decided on What Happened In Vegas and I'm thankful we got it because it's not a movie to be missed.. i mean it's damn funny.. =D


But! The movie ini starts at 330pm! Therefore we spend most of our time walking around, and around sunway pyramid.. it was tiring! but i won't complain because i'm spending time with Ben. =P He actually starved me. =( You know why.. because.. *whispers* later on, he'll bring me on a japanese buffet! And i m pretty sure u guys know that i'm a such a small eater, i need to be starved to eat A LOT.



us. in the cinema.


After the movie, we decided to *snap snap* in the cinema. xD the funniest thing for that day is, we keep bumping into another pair of couple. We were having Takoyaki in Asian Avenue and we saw them. they saw us. Then we went into the cinema, i was nicely sitting down when i saw them, and they were shocked to see us. *ps: they were sitting beside me* later, after the movie, while we're headed to SHOGUN RESTAURANT, we saw them again! they were having crepes right outside the manhattan fish market! hahaha! talk about coincidence!


Food was absolutely heaven!


rm55 per person. with steamboat and ABALONE!


Sorry, forgot to take a pic of the abalone! *i think ben ate it already*

I know it sounds stupid but i gave mine to him. *sniff sniff* coz i was sick of cheese. Before that we had a damn cheesy escargot and i got scared of it, then the abalone came.. with cheese again.. and i gave mine up to him.. =(


he found a shell!


After the dinner, we just headed home as it was a sunday and he has coll for the next day. Overall, we didn't do much but i enjoyed it as usual.

To me, having fun is not really that important as long as you enjoy moments with each other. when you do, fun comes easily. We may be walking around aimlessly, doing nothing much, but our conversation is definitely what makes me enjoy being with him because whatever he says triggers the laughing button and it makes me laugh like a hyena or maybe smile stupidly like some sort of idiot.


much <3!


Love isn't about one person but two. It takes one to dance alone but two to tango, i believe i've found my tango partner despite all the woodenness in me. =P just kidding~! =) next post : Seventeen Summer Splash!

Back, Away, and Back Again.

It has been so long since i've updated! X3

It's NOT my fault really. I mean the comp just died, and well, it really died and was REALLY send for repair that came up to rm300?

So here i'm now~! =)

After going MIA for awhile, a few ppl were asking me, what did i do.. as in life without a computer..

If u really wanna know, it has been a real interesting...NOT!

All i ever did was, read novels, watch the tele, sleep, eat, study a bit, SHOPPING, go for movies.. and that was it.. nothing interesting really! xD

us. again! =)

Well, as much as i love to update you guys on what i've been doing, i can't. the reason is.. my comp cant read my phone memory card anymore since it got back from the "hospital". =(

All my photos which i'm dying to post up is in there so you guys have gotta wait till i get the external card reader thingy.. and it's not coming cheap.. rm35.. =( Hey! i can buy a shirt/top/ 3 subway sanwiches and lots other things too u know? =/

i know i sound totally frugal but i can't help it. ekk!

Owh and that pic, i stole it from ben's friendster profile.. *giggles evilly*

Okay la, i guess this is it. =) shall update "sooooon"..I HOPE..

Holiday~

stephie feeling exactly like snow bunnie.


Each time, after exam is over (be it monthly, midterm or whatever crap there is), i feel this tremendous weight lifted from my shoulder. =) it's like, i'm finally able to do whatever i have wanted to do during the exam week/month.

And whenever the exam is over, i'll start hibernating like some sort of fat-deprived bear because lack of sleep and it's time to catch up the amount of beauty sleep!
Owh, and another thing i hate about exam is, you tend to be always on the edge, getting the huge doses of headaches, worries and of course, STRESS which causes those unwanted tenants on your face (pimples, blackheads and acnes) and holiday is always, the time for these unwanted beings being poked and squeeze. *i feel a tad bit disgusted here*


exams always make me feel helpless.


Normally, I'd feel like this whenever the exam is over. i mean like this :





Like damn relax. I can sleep whenever i want. do whatever without worrying tomorrow's a school day and that includes, watching tv till late at nite, reading NOVELS *i've been deprived of it since i'm always tight on cash and TIME* , shopping and urh.. *thinks* onlining? I was freaking happy for the fact that i've 2 weeks time to actually spend my time on doing things which i m robbed of but lately..

Lately i've been worrying about ntg other than my lack of adequate knowledge to answer spontaneous question without a book. and of course the results for my MUET. I was hoping to score band 6 but i think i have to lower my expectations. =/ I'm not willing to have it lower than band 5. band 5 or 6 is acceptable but if i get a freaking band 4, i'm resiting it.

plus, i'm now on a hormone roller coaster. i get upset easily. i get impatient. i get.. well, i think i'm on my way to behaving like a madwoman. =/ what i'm saying is.. PMS!


i am freakily attracted to bunnies lately. =/


I think what i need is.. retail therapy with friends. i am serious, though i'm broke. =/ *sigh* anyone wants a pasar malam trip on tuesday? =(

NUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

DAVID ARCHULETA LOST!


*sniff sniff*



i was hoping he would win.. afterall, he's like so.. CUTE? =( *i feel so peadophilic (i just created that word myself*.. other than being cute, he look pretty humble and he can sing songs that melt chocolates *according to raymond*..



he's so cute. xD reminds me of a urm.. baby seal.. xD


I thought his winning would cheer me up after a day of hell in school. Business studies is seriously killing me and i'm preparing to fail it this time. *smiles happily* because i didn't know a single answer for all the questions. Sweet isn't it? owh well, i think most probably david cook deserves it too as he has well, the talent? not that david archuleta lack of it but..

ps: i dont like david cook because he always look so smug on tv or rather after his performance or such.. *tsk tsk* and i hate brooke white because personally i think she's quite beautiful *she reminds me of a freaking mermaid*


*sigh* another day of hell tomorrow and i shall be free for the time being. I'm thinking of giving up already though.. though that's just so not me but i'm having a huge headache and lack confidence for tomorrow's paper.. afterall.. it's business studies for a not so business minded person like yours truly.


okay, i better go, just came to tell the world that i'm feeling down because david archuleta lost, i suck in my exams and and.. i'm preparing to get drilled, shot or perhaps nucleared after the holidays.. *grins* i feel so sadistic now..







ps: i hope ben would create a doraemon for my sake so that doraemon will gimme that bread which u stamp on books and eat it, then all the info is in ur brains. and by then, i wouldnt mind having bread for 3 meals a day. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I'm gone. *grins* someone need to call the looney for me. xD

I m NOT back yet.

It's a wonder how my title and my blog's existence actually sounds quite opposite.

It's true. I m NOT back yet. =P

I'm currently on a program which is just FOR a mo. Mum still hasn't call the HP(DELL) ppl come to collect the CPU and it has not been functioning well till today, Sandra manage to access into the damned window and perform her magical fingers on the comp. TADAH! System Restored. . . . . BUT not for the days coming, it's not gonna last till that long. *sigh*


huge cheeks. huge cheeks. huge cheeks = bunnie-like.


MUET test wasn't really okay. *sniff sniff* i think i just kissed Band 6 goodbye with my sucky essay, i was crapping a lot of nonsense and it all links back to one and only point. Therefore, i shall not take the examiner for a fool. He/She would sooooooooooo place me in a band 5 category. =( but i'm still praying for the best! X3


Speaking test on monday and i'm feeling the jitters. I'm not a person who talks much, especially in english! hese days since my classmates all speak cantonese. I therefore am improving on my cantonese but deteriorating in my english which i think is a really bad thing! who really needs cantonese in a COURT? *sigh*


i'd say it's sunrise, what abt you?


I'm feeling the pressure of being in form 6 now. =/

i can't stay for long. Going off to do more and more revision. =) catch u guys around. =3




*ps: i did miss you Kristine, as gay as it sounds. LOL! and call me la. U expect me to know that u've left a messaged there after i announced the "abandon" of my blog for the TIME BEING. =P *

Just This Once and For A Month.

Tut. Tut. Tut.

Cpu's on the verge of giving up. Manage to turn it on this morning, in, non other than safe mode. *sigh*

Gonna admit it into the hospital soon! =(

Btw, i think it's a good thing because. . .

a) i have a perfect reason not to update! =D

b) i can concentrate on my studies for *jeng jeng jeng* MIDTERM! and MUET. *i need Ben's or Kristine's charisma for my speaking test! =(*

c) buddies can't complain if i'm not online because computer is in the hospital.

d) urmmm.. no reason for me not to study. =D

e) urhh.. won't waste time blog hopping from here to 4th/5th/6th degree blogs.

f) *squints* urmmm.. need to come up with ideas of my own for the one year anniversary.

g) . . . . . . .


owh well, and therefore i shall i announce the abandon of sensuoushennie.blogspot.com for.. the time being.. =D

take care people. =) I'll be back NOT soon. XD