Tagged~ =3

Computer was away for 2 days for repair. finally it's back with all my pics and files gone. time to add in new ones. *sigh* and it's about time i stop partying/hanging out/slacking like stpm isn't coming nearer. i just realized i've got only 6 months left! epp!

missed one day of school and i was left out in so many gossips! omg! it's not exactly hot news but owh well.. *shakes head*

tagged by mel and kristine and therefore i shall do it. =)

List out Top 5 present you wish for :

1. Everyone around me to be happy. *family and friends* =)
   
2. More money~ *dead broke*
   
3. Something memorable. *had it before but still can ask for more rite? =D*
   
4. *S.E.C.R.E.T* =)
5. AWESOME results for my STPM and all the future exams! =)
   

The person who tagged me is : Kristine Thong Mei Chuin~ & Melody Ng~ *shall not reveal ur chinese name*

Your 5 impressions of Kristine:

• Serious
  
• Mature
  
• Intimidating
• sampat *after knowing her in a looong period of time*
  
• and also too kind for her own good.. *shakes head* but that doesn't mean she's not a meanie at times. =P

Your 5 impression of Melody Ng:

~* Pretty
~* Nice
~* sociable
~* stylish!
~* friendly! =3

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAS GIVE/DONE FOR YOU
~* Kristine:
she has done a lot. it might not be sweet but she has definitely been there when i needed someone the most. =) *pss: buying ice cream for me when i was at my lowest point! listen to my stupid craps though it annoys the shit outta her.. xD*

~*Melody:
this chick here has done a lot too! as much as kristine i would say! =) *she may not buy me ice creams but i know she cared a lot about me.. for that, i'm totally grateful of it.. =3*

THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE/SHE SAID TO YOU
~* kristine: a hell lot! =) but it'd be.. BUGGER! hahahaha! xD

~*Melody: a lot too but the most memorable would be "it's best to try, better than not trying because in future you might look back in regret and ask why you didn't give it another go but now, you'll say at least i've tried".. *shall remember this phrase always.. =)*

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL
~* love them lots! *sayang!*

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, THE REASON WILL BE
~* nothing. i dont think we'll be enemies laaaaaa! coz i know they love me so =P *perasan*

PASS THE QUIZ TO 5 PEOPLE THAT YOU WISH TO KNOW HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT YOU

~*Benjamin Tan

~*Kristine Thong

~* Melody Ng

~* Darren Ng

~* Chris Tan

1. WHO IS NO.3 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
~* with nobody. singling and hotting everywhere! *giggles*

2. WHO IS NO.5 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
~* err.. nil.. nada? the last time i heard, he wants to become a MONK!

3. IF NO.3 AND NO.2 ARE TOGETHER, WILL IT BE A GOOD THING?
~* WAHHHH! *ps: they're acting like it already.. =P* just kidding! i have no objection if they wanna change their sexual preference! X3

4. WHAT ABOUT NO.4 AND NO.5?
~* that would be SOOOOO gay! sorry la! Darren is TAKEN! =)

6. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU CHATTED WIT NO.5?
~* a LOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNGGGGGGGG time ago!

7. DOES NO.4 WORK?
~* yeappp! not anymore! =3

8. DO YOU HAVE ANY COUSIN IN HIS/HER OWN SCHOOL?
~* sunway... NOPE~

9. WILL U BE WITH NO.1?
~* of courseee! no doubt abt it! =)

10. HOW ABOUT NO.5?
~* urhhmm, as frens la. =)

11. DOES NO.2 HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
~* yeash! a lookalike brother! hahahaha!

12. HOW DID U GET TO KNOW ABOUT NO.2 AND NO.4?
~* Kristine = primary school. darren = secondary school. * i was bloody scared of him last time..!

13. WHERE DOES NO.1 LIVE AT?
~* Klang~ =)

14. HOW DID U GET TO KNOW NO.2?
~* erm....was classmates back in primary school...!

15. IS NO.5 THE SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD?
~* *looks away* hmm? hah? what? *runs*

That's about it people. for now. shall update soon. =3 when i've found my opening topic to write about. *ps: stephie's having serious writer's block.. as usual..*

Where did the tagging game went? O.o!

I'm so exhausted. Beats me why i'm exhausted but i feel like sleeping off for 2 years. *sigh* today was such a bad day. *hints: woman monthly pain*, i was feeling all nauseous and i slept the whole day yet i'm still sleepy! Think i'll be skipping school tomorrow..

Owh well..


It's such a hot day. I wish i could just be in somewhere cold, preferably with snow flakes. Now i m worried that i wont get to see any because of global warming.. hey, this bloody problem actually melt of a huge ice berg in the antarctic okay?

anyway, that's not the point. it has been awhile since the tagging game, and i've found it on someone's blog, just thought i should bring it back! =D


1. What's your favorite anime at the present time?
I love FURUBA~ It's such a cute, touching anime..! =) with many words of wisdom too!

2. Given the chance, what special ability/power would you like to have?
I'll like the ability to stop the time~ I can rob banks with that! hahahaha!
3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you?
Benjamin! Jin Rui! and last but not least Kristine! but if i can, i'd like all my blog buddies to be there~ =D

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Paris, Milan.. and anywhere with snowflakes falling from the sky!

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
*shhhh* it's meant to be kept as secret.. *shhhs!*

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Of course! i've seen it myself! a full arch too! it's downright beautiful! =3

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
*not telling* you'll get hold of me by that!

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
I'd spend it all! *just kidding!* i'd give rm250k to my parents, 250k to my sisters, spend some of my 500k, donate 50k to charity and urhh... save the rest for my future or invest! =P

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him?
urhmmmm, i'd wait and see if the feeling's mutual, if yes then i would.. =3 but right now, i've founf him! =3

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
nobody tagged me. i am willing to do it.. =P

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
listen to me, and do not leave me in the dark.. =)

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
i hate materialistic girls. i mean all they see is money and branded stuffs. =/ and gold diggers. i cant stand them. as for guys, i hate those damn two faced ones. two faced is fine but too much is a bloody turn off.

13. What is your ambition?
my ambition? to get married, have kids and have a happy family! just kidding! i used to have high ambitions!

14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
point it out to me gently.. if they keep quiet, one day i might get unbearable then everyone will leave me.. epp!

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
my family.. =)

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
nope. i buy what i think i need. i dont buy because i have cash. =3

17. What musical instrument do you like the most now?
urhhhmmmm.... guitar? LOL.

18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
my impatient-ness.. X3

19. Is there anything that you have done which you regret?
yeah but what's done is done.. no point regretting rite?

20. Do you love your life at the moment?
no doubt! =D

21. I tag :

everyone on my lovely ones list! tadahhh~ something for u guys to do.. =P


*stephie signing out now* ~

Take Me Away..

As a kid, i've always wanted to see snows. lots of it because of those disney movies. in those cartoon, they always show heaps of those white thing that the characters play in/with. back then, i thought it'd be fun to play with snow. i mean we can't get it here obviously. even if we do, it's artificial snow. what's the point in seeing those artificial ones without feeling it?

I've always been attracted to the shape of those snowflakes. heck i even got lucky to have a snowflake pendant at rm10~ my proudest purchase. but what i never knew is.. snowflakes actually looks like this..



It's real. and my pendant has a close resemblance to it yet i never knew that the real thing actually looks like it. I've always thought, ppl draw the shape of snowflakes to make them look beautiful but it's real. that makes me want to see a real one more than ever. Ben told me that, none of the snowflakes are the same. they come in different shapes and sized. believe me, i think the whole thing is absurd till i found this picture online..


Why do beautiful things never exist here in Malaysia besides the gorgeous beaches we have? *sigh* gorgeous beach can be ruined and turned ugly and murky and.. i don't know.. Port Dickson? But snowflakes are a work of nature that can never be changed or destroyed unless the world blows up or something.. xD

Besides snow, i know i've brought it up lots of times! i'd definitely love to see...



Lavender field! I know i've mentioned it countless of times but.. i shall mention it again, i wanna lay down on my back in those grass and watch the clouds change their shapes.. i want someone i loved dearly to lay down beside me, hold my hand, and talk to me.. we could talk about anything.. and i mean ANYTHING!





I'd love to be in a garden like that too.. =3 it's just so fab! xD




the beauty of it.. =) *cherry blossoms are my favorites too!*




I also love to go somewhere where i could witness those red leaves falling everywhere. maple leaves. =3

It's just a random post.. last but not least, i definitely love this..:



Now you believe me? =)

just a quick one.. =)

Been a little tad too busy lately but of course, shall take out some time soon to update on you guys before you all run away or totally stop visiting my blog. teehee. A little survey to keep you guys on your toes. =P

Alright, so have you ever actually sat
down and thought about why you like the
person you like?
~* Erhhhh, yeah... xD

Do you honestly think you could last a
week without a computer or cellphone?
~* nopeeee! i cant live without my cellphone! =(

Do you care about how you eat?
~* nopeeee...=S

Have you ever gone out of your way to
do something nice for someone?
~* Maybe.. and got pretty good scolding from my parents... xD

When you get embarrassed what usually
happens?
~* Fluster and blush, try to cover up the silly mistake.. or laugh together.. xD

Is there someone you don't really know
but they bother you?
~* in what sense do they bother me? in the sense that they havent got any brains? =P

Do you think alot of people think bad
things about you?
~* i m sure there are.. owh well.. you cant win everyone's heart..=3

Do you call anyone babe?
~* noooohhhh!

Who's car were you last in?
~* CK's! xD

Last thing you ate?
~* banana cake!

Last thing you drank?
~* Ribena~~

What were you doing at midnight last
night?
~* Sleeping.. =/

What was the first thing you did when
you woke up?
~* *sigh* another day in school.. another few more months to suffer.. =(

When you're at the grocery store do you
use the self checkout?
~* whats that? O.O

What does your last incoming text say?
~* Tuition still on at 530 later?

What does your last outgoing text say?
~* sorry nad, i dont have his number either.. X3

Why did your last relationship end?
~* because we're not for each other.. it's damn obvious.. =D

Who was the last person you said you
loved on the phone?
~* benjamin tan.. =3

How many hours of sleep did you get
last night?
~*6?

What do you have planned for tonight?
~* do my muet essay, update my blog.. =3

Who was the last person to make you
laugh so hard?
~* raymond.. he and his stupid jokes.. *sigh*

How have you felt today?
~* bored, out of the world, irritated, annoyed.. =/

Who was the last person to wear your
clothes?
~* harh? me? my younger sis?

Who was the last person you ran into
unexpectedly?
~* siapa ya? i dont have any idea.. going to school, u are expected to run into everybody!

Would you rather get up early or sleep
in?
~* sleep in! =3

Who's the last person you got into an
argument with?
~* harh? it has been awhile... i dont remember ! hahah!

Do you ever turn your cell phone off:
~* yeapppp~

How is the room you are in right now:
~* messy but clean!

Can you sleep in jeans:
~* yeah but i'd rather not.. =/

How many texts are in your inbox:
~* less than 100..~

Who was the last person you shared a
bed with?
~* sandra? LOL.

Which of your friends live closest to
you?
~* Jin Rui.. a few houses away!

Which friend did you wish last?
~* urhhhh... hmmm... schoolmates? =3

Is there anyone you regret ever
meeting?
~* uh huh... shall not mention here or anywhere else.. =P

Have you ever felt replaced?
~* have i? have i? owh, i have!

Are you only friends with the rich?
~* like no? (-_-")

Ever kissed a blue eyed blonde haired
person?
~* nopeeee

Have you ever taken a shower while you
were drunk or high?
~* never~

Did you have a dream last night?
~* i did but i dont remember the details.. teehee~


shall update more later. i hope by today or on thursday. will be in school the whole day tomorrow. *sigh* someone kill me please? =(

My Prince's Birthday. . .

Which was 2 days ago. Yeap.


looking familiar? xD


Ben did a really touching thing for my birthday and i wanted to do the same too but it'd be expected.. so i've came out with a plan which is... COOK for him! for a person who doesn't know how to cook, it's a GREAT sacrifice.. Thus, all the planning started.. HOWEVER, i'm NOT good at keeping secrets, especially huge ones like this, and i therefore, slowly betrayed myself without noticing it.. Ben's smart.. (-_-") it's hard to hide stuff from him.. epp!

Original plan : bring him to my sis's apartment, set up the table with candles and a bottle of sparkling juice and cook for him while he watch tv. =3

The VERY modified plan: Stay at home. wait till he comes and cook with him. with a bottle of ice cream soda. for lunch.

Why did i changed the amazing plan? Well, though my parents like my prince, they still don't quite like the idea of us being at another house ALONE. =(


ben: u're supposed to be the one cutting the chicken!


I know i'd be a quite horrible wife in future. I mean, i was the one who has to cut the chicken and yet. . . . i pass the whole thing to him. . . . *ps:he knows how to cook spaghetti!* and well, i did cut the chicken too! with his help of course.

The whole cooking thing, i think it sort of ended up he cook it.. *sorry dear.. =( *
i'm afraid of the jumping oil.. =( but i still mess around in the kitchen.. teehee~

tadah! our produit.


It's actually really nice despite it's our 1st time cooking spaghetti. *ps: i THOUGHT he knew how to cook until he went like owh yah, this is my first time cooking WITHOUT my brother*. . my expression was.. (-_-"""""")..

i only managed 1/4 of the plate. why? because, i got the not-so-cooked noodles. ben finished his, and well, he look pretty contented.


pressie for ben! =3


After that, we went to Midvalley. Beats me why we went there. But i had a great time there although we went there on Wednesday!

wasted out time in the gardens. and mph for awhile. then we did a lot of window shopping. and it's funny how time pass so fast! xD



Hmmm~ went for our mini dinner in sushi king~ *basically ben was still full, and my stomach was kicking in for MORE food*.. and we went back to the restaurant where we first met up with each other.. It's amazing how time passed so fast.. The first time he messaged me over friendster was 12/3/07, we met up and got together on 1/6/07 and then we spend my birthday together 2/12/07 and now 14/3/07.. we have known each other a year and yet.. there's still a lot to find out about him! =3 and midvalley is the place for all 3 most important event! =D heck we even got our couple rings there TWICE. xD


<3.<3 <3 <3. <3~! xD

=3.


=D.=)


*Kristine kena diabetes yet? =P *

something to clear the sugar level in reader's blood. xD


love the gardens. No lalas. No crowd! =D


people were staring at us. epp!



ooops~! xD *sorry kristine! =P*


Suria KLCC logo. LOL!


After all the camwhoring session with the same smiles, we decided to leave. It's a lil difficult to pose with only the 2 of us. teehee~ xD

therefore we decided to go Secret Recipe for a piece of cake. Wanted to get him one whole cake but.. very unfortunately i am dead broke already.. and i owe Kristine money still.. X3 when are u coming to collect, little ah long? =P



choc indulgence. =3 which was my bday cake too! xD



yogurt milkshake. mixed fruits.


birthday boy enjoying his piece of cake. =3


with my crown ring. proudest possession.


Last but not least, my 2 favourite pics of the day~! =)



take one. with ppl staring at our backs.


i love this pic the most. =) though i've very weird fringe.


i went for a haircut earlier. and there goes my gorgeous locks. it's kinda short now. *sigh* it took me so long to hav that hair and now it's gone.. *sniff sniff*

Genting Trip~

try going to tuition for 2 freaking hours. all u did was copy notes. you'll get this look.


So as Ming Yuen requested, i shall update about the Genting Trip. Well, i don't think there was a lot to say as, we didn't quite manageto go on the rides, therefore, we didn't have to queue or such.

Since we reach genting at abt 2 am, everyone else decided to call it a night while ben was like.. let's go for walk.. in first world hotel itself.. it's funny how that place is like a 24/7 operation thing except for the shops of course, people were still walking in and out.. it was cold but NOT freezing cold type, and gals were wearing sleeveless and minis.. boy, i kudos them.. =/


went back to the hotel at 3am. Ben gave me a massaged and went to bed. And i was left to fend for myself. WHY?

1st, i'd be sharing the bed with my mum. it's not a bad thing, no.. except for the fact that she took my pillow and she snores.. *she nvr sleeps with a pillow at home but why in genting she needs one is still a question i ponder*..

so u can imagine, i was dead exhausted but yet i had to bear with it.. it was cold too.. uh huh, thank god she didnt hog the blanket but still..

i dozed off abt an hour then i woke up to her constant snoring.. then i fell back asleep and woke up about an hour later.. AGAIN.. then i dozed off again after 10 mins of awareness.. i woke up another time an hour later.. got fed up and look for ben's ipod, in hope that it'll drown the snoring.. and it did! however, i still wake up at 7.. i got so fed up, i took my phone, tune in the radio, sit on the sofa and played solitaire while the rest sleeping away sweetly.. *grumbles*

then we went for breakfast. it was alright. buffer style. and it was damn costly but the place was nice so i couldnt complain. the orange juice actually taste like orange juice. meaning, it's concentrated instead of diluted like hell.

the big time poser.


ben with his half-eaten toast.


a candid of me and my dad. i look so.. horrible..dad's pretty photogenic, dont play play! he used to look like bruce lee, according to mum and to me, he looks like jet li.. LOL.


after the buffet.


Ben and i went to walk around the shops since we've got to go back to the hotel room 2 clean the mess at 1130. and i so love elianto! xD the nail polish is cheap and it chips easily too (which i find out later).. and also the lipgloss! it's nice.. xD so as i was trying out the nailpolish, ben was becoming blur.. and when i asked him to pick me a lipgloss colour, he LAGI blur.. xD

fast forward the whole thing, i bought a nailpolish that makes my fingers look very barbie doll-ish, and a lipgloss that make my lips look fishy but i like it still.. xD


in between the tall ones.


went into ripley's believe it or not because parents and sis wanted to go to the "ahem" wat-genting-is-famous-for-besides-the-amusement-park.. X3

the 3 of us were left to go syiok sendiri.. xD

books threatening to fall! epp!


went to the garden after buying a cotton candy, some sweet corn.. and here goes..~


bunga tahi ayam. xD


sekarang dipersilakan yg berhormat datuk dr.benjamin tan utk duduk.. xD


we're THAT fair! hahahaah! xD


another candid. sayang-ing ben while he merajuks.



after sayang him~


at least they dont have to c those passer-bys staring at us. mind u, it was packed with ppl.



sandra and i tak boleh tahan already. hence the horse smiles from both of us.



i love this pic! the clouds made the effect. and then. . . .



without the clouds. THE EYE BAGS! *gasp* owh well, korean pay to get eye bags, we simply obtained it through lack of sleep.


=3. i love them so much! <3

2 pieces of bread and a cup of milo..

I love today's weather.

It's chilly coz it's cloudy. sweet. =)

I woke up at around 9.. snuggled in my under my warm blanket and dozed off till 10..

then i woke up AGAIN. This time, my tummy is making noise. a lot of noise. so i decided to leave the comfort zone. *sniff sniff*

i came down stairs.. PRAYING that there's no laundry left for me to do.. YAY! no laundry! *stephie dances around*

and then i check out what's breakfast.. bread, butter, kaya.. newspaper.. WHERE THE HELL IS THE "MIAN CHIEN KER" i requested last nite?! *throws a tantrum and starts whining to nobody* I'm NOT gonne eat anything. HMPH!

*tummy growls, begging for food*.. alright.. just a cuppa milo.. then it growls even louder.. FINE! 2 pieces of bread with butter! YOU HAPPY NOW? *looks at stomach menacingly* it stopped growling.

owh well.. then i went into the kitchen.. i saw the pile of laundry.. i look outside.. WHEEEE! it's cloudy! *dances around again* but the sun is threatening to come out.. *sigh* i feel so depressed all over again.. =(

Don't you guys love cloudy days? it makes you feel soooo not in m'sia. it'd b better if we minus rows of terrace houses and replace it with.. COTTAGES! how cool is that? =D

and of course! let's give out country seasons and now would be SPRING!




I love lavender fields though i've never seen them. I don't know why but it just makes me feel.. nice just looking at the pictures.. and of course endless yearning that i could actually be there!


Rose arch! love them too! *kisses pic* well, one of my cousin, had a wedding.. buffet in his hse because they can't book a restaurant coz.. of accident.. *btw he's like.. late 20's*.. he spend rm30k just on flowers itself.. and well, of course, his house was transformed into.. i dont know.. REALLY nice? they've got an arch of roses! X3 it was amazing!

Out of topic, anyway, i really don't know what to update.. yeash, i've promised to update bout genting BUT pics arent with me yet, so bear with my mindless gibberings..

I feel.. very... out of the world for some reason.. it's like.. okay, fine.. i'm having pms therefore..:


raymond: you're like a nuke bomb. you have the patience. once it's gone,and you blow up, it's like a nuke bomb. the effect is.. super duper.. numbing.. and disastrous.


1) i blow up quick. thanks to my pent up anger through each month. when i blow, i blow, i dont care if i love you or not. i don't care if i hurt your feelings or not. * i'm directing it to everyone. family, frens, ben*

and then i'll regret for blowing up 15 mins later.

2) i get very cranky. VERY cranky.

3) i'll feel very discontented.

4) i dont feel like pleasing everyone. if i do, the angers starts building in me.

5) i'll whine like kristine. *teehee!*

6) i'll get super duper lazy. Owh wait.. i'm super duper lazy already so just minus that.

7) i start wanting lots of things. *the list of things i requested from Mr.Ben is : handbag, tamagochi ver 5.0, ipod shuffle, panda hamsters, fighting fish (it was fab!), hugs, kisses.. tats abt it.. I HOPE*

he's of panda hamster breed with ODD colours.


gorgeous. look at the colours! XD

and the list will be terminated once my period's over. i dont find the point in excessive spending though i want a lot of things.

8) My mood swings fast. one moment i'm =), the next >=( and then i'd be =D and then i'd be =3 and back to >=(! and then it'd be =3 again. *sigh*

shuffle!


9) i will become mean.

10) I'll sleep more often. *sigh*



ps: kristine, sorry about yesterday. shall make it up to you one day. =( sorry ya! promised to hang out with you and end up another story.. *sigh* but still love the bear you bought, it's adorable! xD