Pause For A Moment

After disappearing.. NO.. NO.. not disappeared.. I shall rephrase..

After being ABSENT from the online world for.. quite some time..I realize something.

i had been.. MISSING OUT a lot of things.

I m damn serious about this. *sigh*

roses from germany! =)


A loooooooooooooooooong lost friend suddenly came online yesterday. Without hesitating a moment i clicked on his name n messaged. it was definitely him. The last time we talked was.. october..! ekk! back then he was travelling around, fishing, hunting and camping.. Now.. He has got his life back on track.. I was soooo glad for him, the oni thing he needs to do now is.. quit all that cigarettes he's taking like as though he's breathing air which he's doing.. good to know he's NOT lost in wilderness.

When i first got to know that he was camping here and there, the things that frequently go through my mind is.. trees.. lots of them.. and wild boars.. and squirrels.. and rabbits.. and.. and.. a mass murderer on the run with an axe.. HEY! I can't help it! i've been watching a lot of all these horror movies, it's OK for me to be more on the imaginative side! *shakes head*

Just imagine you're going through some bushy area.. and then.. you see THIS!!



How the hell would you feel?! Okay, after staring at her, she's quite beautiful but! let's say the one u found is NOTHING near to this.. unearthly creature.. HOW WOULD U REACT?!

Okay, i shall leave this topic aside to.. well, not infect you guys with my nearly twisted mind.. another thing is.. i just found out one of my clossie HAS a GF!

WTH?


I've been missing for not too long. I do keep in contact once in awhile but yet.. i had to find out yesterday?!


dotz.


okay, i've been exaggerating AGAIN.



they just got together like a week ago. i should give him some time to tell us.



but WHAT THE HECK?! I NEVER expected it from him. I mean.. well.. i shall not disclose the reason here.. but one thing's for sure..


They're getting almost as sweet as Ben and I..


sweet.sugar.caramel.love.

And what do a woman do when her post as the sweetest couple is threaten?


I shall defend and get sweeter with ben!!


JUST KIDDING PPL! xD

I knew you guys MISSED me.. =P

What i hate about being a prefect is that people treat you like a leper. Or maybe a dog. Or maybe an alien. Or an aborigine.

The second thing i hate is that, you're more restricted to the school rules. you break a tiny one, you get sound by non-other than the teacher.




It's like being jailed to be honest. I need the extra mark for my curricular performance and so, being a little stupid back then, i thought it wouldn't be that HARD. But the truth is, it is that hard. Jail prisoners have to be on good behaviour then they might be pardoned or they'll be out on parole, in my case, it's almost the same except i'm not confined in a three walled room with a grill. =/

This morning was.. Stressful? *sigh* my throat was pretty dry.. then there were a bunch of uncivilized form 4's who doesn't understand the national language but the funny thing is these monkeys do know how to retort back. One of my juniors were having problem with them and she came for my help. So i went. I stood there for 15 seconds glaring at them but it didn't work. they were laughing, screaming, talking happily like the prefects nvr exist. i started screaming at them. Well, they went quiet. *thank god, if they ignored me, i would have died of embarrassment*..

I was stressed enough having assigned to one of the most notorious class in the form 5 and i was asked to handle another notorious one in form 4. WTF?! I suppose my juniors thought i was handling my class well when the truth is, on this very morning, i felt like a loser handling these uncivilized ppl because they just don't listen. either they are deaf OR they just stepped into a time travel portal. Thank god again they were wearing clothes and not leaves. *rolls eye*

So one of the form 4 gals was glaring at me threateningly and i did the same thing and well, i was behaving exactly like a bitch. She saw me when i was walking out the school and pointed at me.. saying something in their own monkey language which i don't give a damn.

Enough said about my life in school. it isn't glamorous. nor was it real fun. I was thinking about handing in my badge *well, metaphorically speaking since i DON'T have a badge but the uniform* BUT i need the marks. *sigh*

Kite flying is FUN!! =D



Ben came over for the weekends! =3 We had been talking about playing kite for quite some time ever since i saw ppl selling kites in mahkota's garden and i thought, why not give it a try since i've NEVER flown a kite before?

Yesterday was a perfect day. the sun was out. the wind was blowing not quite a gentle breeze at the empty land. we purchased a fabric kite at the price of rm15. it's quite cheap considering it would last longer than those bamboo stick kites costing about rm8? and it was quite huge! xD

talk about childishness! xD


ben was teaching me the art of flying a kite. X3


another pro kite flyer.


the guru.



we were posing. we didn't exactly smile like total idiots the whole time. =P


dicuri ambil oleh sandra lee.


After awhile we decided to feed the fish in the pond. hmmm, ben seriously like feeding fishes. he even suggested of throwing sandra in which i object obviously. *shakes head*


so much so my prince actually imitate a fish in my very own house. *sigh*


Exam is coming. Ben caught me red-handed. I haven't been a good student and daughter lately. I didn't pay attention in class, never bother to revise however! i shall do that starting from now and so, i shall leave this post to where it is.. xD

For One More Day..

Ever wish you could go back to the past and smack yourself for all the silly things you had done or said? I had.

Ever wish you could be a kid once more, so you could play hide and seek without worrying that your butt is sticking out so obviously? I had.

Have you ever wish you can have a holiday, a real holiday with your family again? I had.

Have you ever wish that you can hug your parents without them asking "What's wrong?" ? I had.

Ever wish they would both hold your hand while you walk in shopping malls? Or you could throw a tantrum because you can't have you ice cream? I had.

I just turned 18 about 2 months back. And now it suddenly hit me that my age counter is going up and never going back down. It smacked me hard that, I'm growing up and that they are treating me as adult. I'm left with dealing with my own stuff. and it hit me harder that i'm no longer gonna be a teen anymore but an adult..?

Now, if i want an ice cream, i can just simply take the toyota out just to get it. or slurpee. or my stationaries. or go to pasar malam.

being strapped on.

I realize life is like on being in a car on the passenger seat. As a kid, you're strapped on on the kid's safety seat. Then as you grow older, they take away that seat and you need to have your safety belt. Later the safety belt starts to loosen and as years goes on, you don't need it anymore, the result of being rebellious, and having a little to much faith in the driver's driving. before you know it, you're the driver itself, making your own decision on where you want to go, not truly needing the driver anymore.

I really don't have any idea what am i talking about really. But as i sit here at 11.38pm on a Saturday, i realize my life changed a whole lot. Saturday nights used to be nights where my family go out for dinner and then shopping at midvalley, klcc or leisure mall. Now? My mum went out with her pals. Dad went mamaking with his new found friends, Jac's married and she's in her own place, Sandra sleeping on account on being sick and me? I'm here lamenting all this on my own blog.



When did it all stop being the way it used to be? Did we fall apart or is it just the way it is? I don't know really. I'd like to think our relationship is still good and we're still a tight knitted family. Don't worry, there's nothing wrong with my family. I'm just not tired nor sleepy though my muscles are aching almost every part of my body.

WHY? because i went for my school's road run yesterday.

Yeash, stephanie lee actually joined the cross country programme after 4 years of absence. And guess what? i completed the whole (almost) 6km track in 50 minutes time and i was in top 60. and i suffer the consequences today. butt ache. thighs ache. stomach cramps. i was beat but i'm still kicking and running.

Anyway, it's just a random post. i'm seriously bored. think i'll get to bed. hopefully my parents would be home soon, or it'd be me calling and sounding them instead of them on me when the clock strikes 12am. Hey, i believe in the term which goes "what goes around comes around~" which is why justin timberlake's *what goes around comes around* is still one of my fave song, it sounds totally sweet and pleasing to the soul. *evil smiles*

Happy Valentine's Day.. which was 2 days back..

Many posts on Valentine's Day was up 2 days back, especially Mr. Darren, though singling and mingling, he was so into the day! He updated twice or thrice that day~! *bravo!* that's the spirit ppl~! =) Valentine's NOT just for couples as i've said a couple of years back then.. OKAY, maybe just LAST YEAR..

Well, this year's Valentine's Day was good. =) Can't ask for much since we're both pretty busy with our own stuff~

I was pretty excited though because, i made him a small scrapbook as a side gift.. more of like appetizer.. XD and you guys know i suck at doing creative stuffs especially scrapbooks and drawing.. and painting.. and anything that has to do with arts!


101 Reasons Why I Love You.


Very cheesy. I know. I have become one of all this cheesy people ever since i met Ben. Or ever since i become Ben's gf. I've learn to become cheesy and more thoughful.. i THINK.. hahaha!

the 2nd page.


one of the pages. very simple. ekk..


one of my many efforts.

Yeash ppl. I've put a lot of efforts in it. and it still look very.. simple and utterly.. childish.. *sigh* the whole thing doesn't come cheap either. i invested a lot on papers, the glue.. the pens.. the.. the.. well, ribbons and art stuff and yet it still look so.. so.. not impressive.. but what the heck, it's the thought that counts RIGHT? *looks at you guys menacingly*



Ben reached at around 430pm~! The first thing he did was like WAAA!! X3.. *hugs* Then he went like.. i was rob right infront of me.. I was like huh? He got me a HUGE bouquet of roses but it was stolen.. (0.0!) Mr.Prince left it in the library while he went to the toilet in the library when he came out.. JENG JENG JENG! It was gone.. So the moral of the story ppl, is never ever leave ur bouquet of roses anywhere on Valentine's Day because desperate ppl dont give a damn that you bought it for oh-how-expensive because nobody.. i repeat NOBODY would actually NOT steal a bouquet of roses.. And.. he gave me a box..

BLACK BOX!!



candies and choc. his aim is to make me fat and look less attractive. =P


*sigh* it's so tempting. =(


Some of you might be thinking. What?! A FREAKING box of candies?! Well, you know what? i personally think it's sweet. =) afterall, my parents doesn't spoil me with sweets. And i myself dont too because i wouldn't pay so much just for the SUGAR that would make me fat.. yet he's willing to spend.. on sweets.. xD and he cut all the small love confetti himself. =3

So after that, i say we leave for jusco. i had to get him a box for the book because i was not free to go out. =( and we were wearing our couple's tee which caught a lot of attention from on-lookers. epp!



gummy bears addict.


Then i brought him to a place where my school friends says it's a perfect romantic dinner spot. Now, a sane person would think it's an actual restaurant when they describe it was a wooden, dimmed setting with candlelights.. but when we got there.. i've got the nastiest shock of my life.. it was.. a roadside stall with wooden fences.. and some candles on the table.. *&^%~!!!!!!!!!!!! i was miffed. i really was.

my shirt.

his shirt.


we had no choice but to turn back to mahkota's open range. It was okay i guess. after dinner he had to leave. his parents were calling him so well, though my valentine's was short but i enjoyed it still. =) simple yet sweet.. in my very own personal opinion.. hahaha~!


our shirt. *I look a little chubby here!*


i guess that's all about it, i shall update soon i hope with just pictures alone. =) see u guys soon! =)

Wedding Of The Year

me.

Didn't you know i just got married like a month ago?.. Doubt you'll actually fall for that big lie. Alright, so i had repeated myself so many times that i was gonna update my blog about a wedding. Well, here i am, extremely loaded with pictures and i'm gonna just.. post it up.. ~ =)

Well, it was my cousin sis's wedding on 26 of Jan 2008. It was the most lavishing wedding i've ever attended. I've been to so many weddings, one of it includes spending abt rm15k JUST on flowers but this.. *faints* i could so tell it's ALMOST every gal's dream wedding.

They had about four wedding pics album. a few camera man running about in the morning. and their wedding was at KL TOWER. I was definitely impressed when i see the venue and more impressed when i see this :



That's their wedding portrait. On the the drop off area in KL tower itself. You see how impressed i was? I wonder how much they spend on it. I mean it's freaking huge. and another wonder of mine? where exactly are they gonna keep it? they cant just discard it. It looks VERY expensive to me. No offense but throwing that away is like throwing money into the ocean.

And before we went up, we were given stickers. Which says PRIVATE FUNCTION.

Then the view. I can't describe it. and yeash, prior to that, i was almost suffering from claustrophobic in the lift itself. i mean, it's totally confined and it was going 70km per hour? according to ben anyway.



It's way better than eye on Malaysia. You know what? I pity the tourists as i pity ourselves. we got cheated on going into the gondola seeing nothing but lights where we could actually see on any apartments or high-rise building but this? This is just magnificent. Cars look so tiny from up there. They look like ants. And after this experience, I don't mind going up there just to get another look. I didn't get enough of the view. And now, i do mind paying for the gondola. =/ but another thought, it was my birthday so who cares now, i did enjoy my day anyhow. =)




I cant deny the place is small but hey, it was all good still. =) we've got the best seats by the window. =) the place was dark so not many pictures were taken. *sigh* The presentation was good. They had this really loud techno music and a dude ride a BIKE in there to serve the VERY 1st dish at the VIP table. It's not just any bike, it's those saloon bikes you know, the huge ones? followed in by streams of waiters and waitresses.. and my cousin look like a princess from where i was sitting.. she was wearing a TIARA! X3 incase you still don't know, i have a THING for tiaras but they nvr look good on me. =( and they are expensive and i've got no occasion to wear it so why spend on them? *sigh*



does this reminds u of something? it certainly did for most of us on the table? it looks like a boob.


Well, i didn't get many pictures. But it was alright as.. we still did camwhore.. here and there.. but never got a nice pic of my but nice pics of.. ben and sandra.. i THINK.. =D



and the desert, i forgot. =D it was great! =)





Btw the tower changes its colour every hour. I mean it changes into pink to purple to gold to blue and etc and after a few mins it remains the same white colour.



i think ben looks great over here. sandra has terrible skills in making me look gorgeous.



me.myself. and i.




i love ben's front camera. it makes me look good when it's not clear. teehee!


Valentine's Day is coming people. Don't worry, i will not make you guys gag. =) well.. on the 2nd thought, maybe i would. You shall see me soon. I THINK. Hahaha!

Owh, and i forgot to mention in my last post, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE! =)

Flirtiliciousz~

Just thought it's time for update!! =) less pictures though as i get frust with my phone cam at times.. it's super sloooooooowww these days.. *sigh*.. i want a cameraaaaaa! *hints hints*

My reunion dinner was on last tuesday. =/ Hmmmph!! Ruin my plans of going to pasar malam to get this necklace which i saw and fell in love with it..for about.. 2 months already.. =X what? I didn't get it coz i was broke back then. *looks away* FINEEEEEE! I just thought i have a little too many necklace already.. *looks really earnest*.. and then it occurred to me that, a gal cant have too many accessories.. THEREEE! Clearly said.

Owh well, but then i was broke ade because on the very same day, i spend about rm40 for my medical bill and also my prepaid top ups.. chisssssss! =( and you know what? i saw another yummyliciousz necklace at amcorp mall!! =( it was at the price of rm30 and i only had rm15++ in my wallet.. see! i was short of rm15.. *sigh* anyway, was in amcorp mall, waiting for bro-in-law to pick us up to go jaya 1 for our reunion dinner.. =)




So anyway, we were the 1st to arrive at the restaurant!! ekk! xD And so we waited and we waited till... we finished FOUR freaking plates of PEANUTS! Talk about FATTYNESS! *sigh* and i'm already pilling on weight.. and it doesn't go the right places.. they go to places which i oh-so-hate-it!

I was so happy when i know my cousin's the same table with me. why? because she has got one of the most adorable baby! xD i swoon over her baby. Baby named Alexandra~ Though she's the most adorable, beware girls with boyfriend, wives with husband because baby Alexandra is a flirtiliciousz~


baby Alexandra~

Throughout the whole night, she had been flirting with my bro-in-law aka GAN!! HAHAHAHAHAHA! She keep staring at him with those cute eyes of hers and then she smile. Then she would 'pretend' to look away and look at him again! xD she would show her tongue and etc.. it all end with the word CUTEEEEE! xD i feel like pinching her cheeks each time i see her smiling flirtily! xD

yes. i do look pale. i was 'sick' remember?

And this girl. She's.. very... attracted to me.. LOL! what i mean is, she likes coming to me. Basically it's because i gave her hamsters.. xD and i would entertain her.. yeapp.. so she keep coming to me and well, keep coming to me? xD

That was about Tuesday and for yesterday.. the 1st day of chinese new year.. =3 it was all good~! firecrackers going off a few houses ended with a BIG BANG. Fireworks shooting into the sky,bursting into beautiful colours. it was great BUT it definitely disturbed my sleep~! Piffie~!

The most surprising thing about yesterday was.. we actually had "tim tong"!!! My dad made it!! =D and there i was complaining on monday that we won't have "tim tong".. teehee~

so i thought i should start it.


i love minis! they make my legs look so long~ longer with heels! xD


another whore. *sigh* u could actually see me camwhoring in the backdrop.



GOTCHA!! xD


We left out home at 1230? by then i was thinking *this year sureeeee rugi wannnn* because there was once we left at the same time and all the relatives has actually gone home! hahaha! and yeash, that year, money wise, we lost but our parents gain as in, they don't have to give ang paus! xD

but i was WRONG! we arrived at peak hour therefore.. xD the money came~ mwahahahahahahaha!

however i totally KO-ed there at 4pm. i fell asleep on the sofa and woke up because of my cousin screaming and giggling his head off.. *yawn*..

had dinner and came home. watched gossip girl while waiting for ben. in the end, KO-ed again at 12 and sleep till 930 earlier.. teehee~

Random me~

I hate sad endings. I sooo soooo sooooooo frigging hate it. =/ BUT! happy ending is predictable too!! and being predictable means nothing new. =( i'm hard to please aren't i? xD

i watched a movie earlier. The one whom i thought would be the hero was left to die in the end. =( and he was quite good looking. =( *sigh* and i hate it because.. good looking hero left to die.. =(


So.. now i'm wondering what should i update about.. hmmm~ obviously i can't talk about the last wedding dinner i went yet because the pics havent fall into my hands yet.. i've talked about chinese new year shopping.. i've talk about school.. I THINK.. and what else is there left for me to bored you guys with? =/

My english is getting from bad to worst. ARGH! imagine, u spend almost everyday reading stuffs in BM! *&^%! and the government aim to improve our english when they only.. i repeat.. ONLY focus on FREAKING science students instead of the arts! HELLO! In case you suckers never notice, the art students SOOOOO need help in improving their english? knock knock? i havent been reading much novels lately because i m oh-so-broke and the books are oh-so-freaking-expensive?


going against the government would be like this chipmunk going against god-knows what.


So anyway, Chinese New Year is coming in less than.. 3 days? Time seriously flies. What was i doing last year at this moment, i certainly had no idea but i feel that this year's chinese new year looks pretty quiet to me.. I mean, for the past years, my mum goes bonkers with cleaning but this year...!! She never lifted a finger to wash any curtains! ekk.. She never even bother with changing the cushion covers!! double ekk.. and most of all, my parents are doing their chinese new shopping now. as in today. right now they are in tesco, buying stuff.. triple ekk!

I'm a chinese. My ancestors hail from china. from teochew village which i visited last year. I am supposed to be jumping around with joy, cleaning my ass out, and of course decorating the house and last but not least, blasting my speakers off with chinese new year songs but you know what? SUCH scene NEVER happen to me or my family. Yeap, don't ask me why but i think it's the way i'm brought up. Oh! and the "tim tong"? my mum only made it once in awhile. =/ as in she doesnt do it annually when it's supposed to be.. ekk..


this is the year of the mouse~ i'm the proud owner of my Hammie Jr and Lil Whitey~


Well, tomorrow, i shall be at home and you know what? I'm SOOO gonna decorate my place with angpau, i'm gonna make little lanterns out of it and hang it all over the place.. btw, my bro in law was complaining the lack of chinese new year atmosphere.. we've got no god of prosperous pics or whatever that can bring us GOOD LUCK all year round and so.. he bought us TWO FREAKING HUGE LANTERNS.. According to what my sis said anyway.. xD I m yet to see it because he's having his dinner and shall come to our place later, i can't wait to see the lanterns.. it's gonna be cute.. i hope.. *shrugs*

ehhh! without noticing, i have actually updated my blog with my complaints. owh well, just to keep you guys from running off~ i've updated and shall update it.. when i find the time.. =P sorry to keep you ppl waiting! xD

*PS: wanted to go pasar malam tomorrow night to get some accessories for myself but! i've got early reunion dinner tomorrow night.. BLEH!*