it is you i don't understand.
Ever find it hilarious that sometimes the person that you think you know or perhaps understand the most turns out to be someone that you don't really know and understand?
Or maybe it is because you really want to see and believe you know that person thus creating an image that's all in your head? Accepting all the plus side and denying every flaws, hoping that the flaws would go away? Hoping that all the good side is adequate or more than adequate to cover up the flaws?
We're just humans. We make mistakes. We do things that sometimes we can't explain it to ourselves. From mistakes we learn. From the flaws we recognize, we strive to change for the better.
and one thing i've never quite learn to stop is hiding and taking every hurt and disappointment inside, shutting it somewhere and slowly poisoning myself.
ps: i'm just a human too. i can't be perfect.
About Me
- Shennie
- I'm 19 going 20 this year. I'm the girl who wants a lot of things out of life, sometimes i get it and sometimes i don't. I can be really predictable to some people but i can be random too. I'm like most people, i love myself most of the time and sometimes i don't. I like meeting new people but i'm shy and often quiet hence passed off as a stuck up person. I tend to be judgmental at times but i try not to be. I can be pretty honest but i try to tone it down seeing some of my friends complaining about the bluntness. X) I can't say i love food as much as normal people does but i still enjoy it as much as i can. Reading is my passion. Writing is my hobby. Same goes for shopping be it at the mall or online. =) i enjoy being a couch potato on most days. I tend to get excited easily but the enthusiasm goes down just like that as well. I like exploring new places in the city. =) and oh, last but not least, i love Ben, my family, my clossies and friends. =) i truly appreciate having people around me. =)
4 comments:
*pats back*
It's not good to shut it inside you..its not good to shove it aside and pretend its not there. Cause even after shoving it aside u thought it's over it will come out back to haunt you.
Best thing to do is face it. There might be bad consequences, but at least have the peace of mind that you handled it the best you can. And you tried...
Never try, never know...
Hmmmm I sense some emo-ness & disappointment.
I would say ... i hope u can take in those disappointment, and hopefully try to make things better? Cuz you may be wondering about the "ifs" you know.
But when you really found out that the person is not the person you thought you understand, i guess there comes a time when you need to talk everything out :)
Whatever it is, i hope you're alright babe :) Talk to us if you want to kay.
Hang out chit chat after kris' exam yeah :)
eh...ur ok or not??
it is true also..but sometimes it doesn't mean tat they don't understd...humans are still human...no matter wut also feelings is smth we cannot altered...its smth tat comes and go..
i get tat a lot also
kristine: i agree with you really but sometimes, you gotta admit that it's really hard to talk to that specific person about what you are feeling or think no? =(
Melody: Yup, it's emoness and disappointment. teehee. well, i m also hoping that i myself would take in the disappointment and make it better. in some way. haha. don't worry about me, i'll be fine. =3 and yes, hang out after dear kristine's exam. =)
xodus: i m okay! i'll always or rather try to be okay. =) and what you've said hit home, somewhere. i m human, that person is a human. got it. =3
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