Of Dreams and Reality..

Hmmm.. what should i talk about today?


should i talk about Daniel Radcliffe? teehee~


I think i've finally pass the age of going gaga over extremely yummyliciousz actors. I'm serious! it has been awhile since i'm crazy over some actor.. back then i was seriously crazy about Daniel Radcliffe, Edison Chen and Daniel Wu.

Edison Chen turned out to be a... ewww... but it's the looks that matter!

I had my fair amount of fantasies too. I mean, you know, fantasized about having someone who look as well, cute as those 3 guys mentioned above, but that's a DREAM. Reality is always different, like it or not.

cute. wait till u hear him speak! xD i like it when he's acting gay. hahahaha!


What i've noticed is.. girls expect too much out of a guy and vice versa.

Last time, i'd like a guy with these criterias:

1) must look like EDISON CHEN
2) must talk like Daniel Wu
3) must have Daniel Radcliffe's style

But the in reality, that's just so impossible. =/ even if a guy of such exist, i'd most probably be the last girl in his list of wanted-girlfriends.

but that's not just the worst case scenario. I like good looking guys, who doesn't? and guys love good looking girls or hot girls with bod. in reality, people love to look at beautiful things. it applies to looking at the opposite sex. we tend to look at what appeals us the most.

but the thing is, some of us, can't have what we want, some can. it depends really.

my dream guy, i thank god, i've found him. but it's really out of the blue kinda thing. i wasn't looking. nor was i hoping for one at that moment.*bangga*

okay, that aside. i'm gonna zoom into what i really wanna talk about.

we get everything that's on the contrary. i am serious. my first bf wasn't what i've really wanted. heck, he was.. *i m not gonna bitch abt him here*.. and i don't want to talk about him here.

when i was 15. i wanted a guy that :

a)has the looks. the edison chen look that i've been talking about!


b)has the personality (gentlemen, caring, loving, etc)




c) pampers me like a princess

d) treats me right
e) treats my friends right

and the list goes on.

but what i've got. is not all of it. he lack the 1st criteria. he has a little bit of the 2nd. and he lack the rest. okay, maybe AT TIMES he treats my friends right. just at times.

so isn't reality like on the contrary?!

my elder sis once said she don't want a chubby guy as a bf, but she HAD a chubby bf then. seriously. she said that what you get isn't always what you've wanted. in fact, the guy has his flaws. =/

so, if you want :

a) a good looking (u get an average looking one)
b) a rich one ( u'll get an average one)
c) a smart one (u'll get an average one)

i think we should fantasize but leave it out of reality because we can't always get what we want in those fantasy ways.

when i found ben, i wasn't looking. i was just sitting down, waiting and looking around.

i've got a theory that even ben agrees. the more you look, the harder it gets. girls get turned off by desperate guys and vice versa. it's really undeniable. i've tried looking but i found none. and when i wasn't looking, it just fall into places.

so my whole point is.. stop yearning/asking for too much, you MIGHT not get what you want but.. all on the contrary..



happiness comes to those who are patient.

I know some of you guys might not agree. but think about it, who knows, you'll realize what i've said has some truth in them. =3 i m not forcing anyone to agree with me!