Holiday~

stephie feeling exactly like snow bunnie.


Each time, after exam is over (be it monthly, midterm or whatever crap there is), i feel this tremendous weight lifted from my shoulder. =) it's like, i'm finally able to do whatever i have wanted to do during the exam week/month.

And whenever the exam is over, i'll start hibernating like some sort of fat-deprived bear because lack of sleep and it's time to catch up the amount of beauty sleep!
Owh, and another thing i hate about exam is, you tend to be always on the edge, getting the huge doses of headaches, worries and of course, STRESS which causes those unwanted tenants on your face (pimples, blackheads and acnes) and holiday is always, the time for these unwanted beings being poked and squeeze. *i feel a tad bit disgusted here*


exams always make me feel helpless.


Normally, I'd feel like this whenever the exam is over. i mean like this :





Like damn relax. I can sleep whenever i want. do whatever without worrying tomorrow's a school day and that includes, watching tv till late at nite, reading NOVELS *i've been deprived of it since i'm always tight on cash and TIME* , shopping and urh.. *thinks* onlining? I was freaking happy for the fact that i've 2 weeks time to actually spend my time on doing things which i m robbed of but lately..

Lately i've been worrying about ntg other than my lack of adequate knowledge to answer spontaneous question without a book. and of course the results for my MUET. I was hoping to score band 6 but i think i have to lower my expectations. =/ I'm not willing to have it lower than band 5. band 5 or 6 is acceptable but if i get a freaking band 4, i'm resiting it.

plus, i'm now on a hormone roller coaster. i get upset easily. i get impatient. i get.. well, i think i'm on my way to behaving like a madwoman. =/ what i'm saying is.. PMS!


i am freakily attracted to bunnies lately. =/


I think what i need is.. retail therapy with friends. i am serious, though i'm broke. =/ *sigh* anyone wants a pasar malam trip on tuesday? =(

NUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

DAVID ARCHULETA LOST!


*sniff sniff*



i was hoping he would win.. afterall, he's like so.. CUTE? =( *i feel so peadophilic (i just created that word myself*.. other than being cute, he look pretty humble and he can sing songs that melt chocolates *according to raymond*..



he's so cute. xD reminds me of a urm.. baby seal.. xD


I thought his winning would cheer me up after a day of hell in school. Business studies is seriously killing me and i'm preparing to fail it this time. *smiles happily* because i didn't know a single answer for all the questions. Sweet isn't it? owh well, i think most probably david cook deserves it too as he has well, the talent? not that david archuleta lack of it but..

ps: i dont like david cook because he always look so smug on tv or rather after his performance or such.. *tsk tsk* and i hate brooke white because personally i think she's quite beautiful *she reminds me of a freaking mermaid*


*sigh* another day of hell tomorrow and i shall be free for the time being. I'm thinking of giving up already though.. though that's just so not me but i'm having a huge headache and lack confidence for tomorrow's paper.. afterall.. it's business studies for a not so business minded person like yours truly.


okay, i better go, just came to tell the world that i'm feeling down because david archuleta lost, i suck in my exams and and.. i'm preparing to get drilled, shot or perhaps nucleared after the holidays.. *grins* i feel so sadistic now..







ps: i hope ben would create a doraemon for my sake so that doraemon will gimme that bread which u stamp on books and eat it, then all the info is in ur brains. and by then, i wouldnt mind having bread for 3 meals a day. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I'm gone. *grins* someone need to call the looney for me. xD

I m NOT back yet.

It's a wonder how my title and my blog's existence actually sounds quite opposite.

It's true. I m NOT back yet. =P

I'm currently on a program which is just FOR a mo. Mum still hasn't call the HP(DELL) ppl come to collect the CPU and it has not been functioning well till today, Sandra manage to access into the damned window and perform her magical fingers on the comp. TADAH! System Restored. . . . . BUT not for the days coming, it's not gonna last till that long. *sigh*


huge cheeks. huge cheeks. huge cheeks = bunnie-like.


MUET test wasn't really okay. *sniff sniff* i think i just kissed Band 6 goodbye with my sucky essay, i was crapping a lot of nonsense and it all links back to one and only point. Therefore, i shall not take the examiner for a fool. He/She would sooooooooooo place me in a band 5 category. =( but i'm still praying for the best! X3


Speaking test on monday and i'm feeling the jitters. I'm not a person who talks much, especially in english! hese days since my classmates all speak cantonese. I therefore am improving on my cantonese but deteriorating in my english which i think is a really bad thing! who really needs cantonese in a COURT? *sigh*


i'd say it's sunrise, what abt you?


I'm feeling the pressure of being in form 6 now. =/

i can't stay for long. Going off to do more and more revision. =) catch u guys around. =3




*ps: i did miss you Kristine, as gay as it sounds. LOL! and call me la. U expect me to know that u've left a messaged there after i announced the "abandon" of my blog for the TIME BEING. =P *

Just This Once and For A Month.

Tut. Tut. Tut.

Cpu's on the verge of giving up. Manage to turn it on this morning, in, non other than safe mode. *sigh*

Gonna admit it into the hospital soon! =(

Btw, i think it's a good thing because. . .

a) i have a perfect reason not to update! =D

b) i can concentrate on my studies for *jeng jeng jeng* MIDTERM! and MUET. *i need Ben's or Kristine's charisma for my speaking test! =(*

c) buddies can't complain if i'm not online because computer is in the hospital.

d) urmmm.. no reason for me not to study. =D

e) urhh.. won't waste time blog hopping from here to 4th/5th/6th degree blogs.

f) *squints* urmmm.. need to come up with ideas of my own for the one year anniversary.

g) . . . . . . .


owh well, and therefore i shall i announce the abandon of sensuoushennie.blogspot.com for.. the time being.. =D

take care people. =) I'll be back NOT soon. XD